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Hopefully someone can help me ;c

Anyways, a while ago I met this really nice guy. We became instant friends and I like him a lot *friendship-wise, I'm a lesbian* Back to the point, when I first met him, I tried to be the exact person I thought he would like and it worked because he really liked talking to me, but then I started slipping up and showing how I really am and I ...

This girl (it always starts with that) that i met through my friend who happens to be the next door neighbor I met her early on and asked him if he was seeing her. He said no. So i get to know her. I like her, but it seemed like she liked him so i only sort of obsessed, mildly. Anyway they date for a couple month, and i hang out with the dude all ...

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You'll like it. I promise. :D :wink:

Has anyone else had trouble with this on the forum?

I've twice now had the experience of having written a long and thought out reply to someone's post, only to have not only been forcibly logged out before I started writing the post, but then kicked out again just as I've submitted the comment. When I log back in, it has erased my comment completely.

I do have the little box checked that keeps me ...

I've been diagnosed a few years ago and was seeing a therapist for treatment. Now, I lost my insurance and I have no help. My main thing that I would like help with right now is my attitude or personal space issue. To most people and to those I first meet I come off as talkative, happy, upbeat. A nice person and I like to think I am. But when it comes to home life, ...

Hey people,

I have my 1st appointment to see a psychotherapist today. I'm pretty nervous as I don't really know what to expect, and I would imagine he/she is going to ask me some very personal questions. I really need a diagnosis so I can get some help and make this all a bit better but I'm so nervous I'm considering not going, But I have waited on the NHS for aaggeess to get this ...

i have 8 cuts in my arm and two new facial piercings plus i took the bar out and put a ring in my lip to express 1/20 of the inner pain i am feeling right now


VALIUMS AND ALCOHOL TIME TO SLEEP AND CRY AND MAYBE DIE

YEAH WELL THE GUY FRIEND I LOVED FOR SO LONG HAS A NEW GF

and i took 20-30 valiums and drank alc on the weekend to cope n messaged everyone.
Not sure how i am alive and didn't need ER guess they are in my system making me so scat,

Can't wait to go home and slit my wrists or throat and drink the vile of almost 10 MILs of GHB in my drawer

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I just need to get this off my chest...........

GAH!!! DOES ANYONE ELSE HATE THIS TIME OF YEAR TOO??! I'm having a horrible time right now; feeling angry and depressed and generally not giving any f*cks about anything.

I have school tomorrow and Thursday nights and I am absolutely dreading going. I'm actually in a pretty pissy mood tonight cuz that's all I can think about---night classes for 4 hours each (one of which is ...

The emptiness that the DSM-IV describes in BPD people.

I feel like I have no thoughts in me. No personality to go with any thoughts. None. I just drift along.