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I can't do this..........maybe i never really could.



I really am finding it very hard lately to support myself. I'm becoming more and more paranoid and the black and white thinking and emotionality is getting worse. So is the self-destruction.........i'm actually considering becoming a criminal. I'm considering suicide and would be signing up to be a criminal with the plan to commit suicide if anything went too wrong. Assuming prison wasn't fun.


Anyways, no point ...

Hi! My name is Edward and I'm glad to have found this forum! I'm nineteen and the reason i joined is because I am concerned about my mental health. I have scheduled an appointment with a psychologist next week to get diagnosed but I would like to see what you think about my case. I'm glad that there is a website like psychforum.com because I get a feeling that i am not alone in this. ...

Hey all,

I'm afraid it's Adventures in Meeting People in a Chat Room time again.
Man, I should have known better, but I figured I'd give it a try. I wrote a post about some drama coming from it a week or so ago, and now it's gotten a little weirder. Would you please give me your opinion, what you might do in a situation like this? I might just be overreacting, too.

I mentioned ...

We were together previously for nearly 2 years, everything got out of hand, things got really abusive and i couldn't stay with him any longer. I regret it at times because he tried to get me back, but i didn't want it at the time. It was the hardest thing i ever had to do as i feel so hopeless + empty without him. Me and him went through so much together, I helped him ...

My landlord called last night. It wasn't a nice call.

He told me that unless we get renter's insurance for the house, he's evicting us. I never signed anything in the lease that said I'd purchase insurance, and he never brought it up until now.

I'm aware that what he's doing is illegal, there's a landlord and tenant board to deal with this mess, blah blah blah...

So while this jackoff is yelling at me ...

kinda just ranting here.

my biggest problem with people seems to be that someone who I love dearly, trust implicitly, and who has been endlessly and consistently kind and wonderful to me can say one little thing, whether they're just teasing me or I've misinterpreted them or what have you, and the fact that they've never once given me any reason to think poorly of them or think they would ever be hurtful towards me, ...

If you are currently in, or have been a part of DBT therapy, what behaviors does or has your therapist engaged in that you would consider therapy interfering behavior (level 2)?
Some of my DBT Therapist's coworkers are looking for data on this subject, so I thoughtI'd ask you guys. :)

Does anyone else feel like they can't function without strict rules or boundaries? Not necessarily rules and boundaries about yourself and your own behaviour so much as about other people and how they act?
I'm not sure I'm making what I mean clear, so I'll give examples.

People I know are put in boxes. I form expectations of the sort of people they are and how they act, and if they at differently, I end ...

I feel so desperate for love. Why won't someone just pop up in my life and fall for me? I want to love with all my heart.
I'm ever so lonely. :'( Not a nice time of year to be lonely either.

You know what I mean....

So let me laboritize some things. My cat hates me. As does everyone else. When I have sex I try not to think of an exploding volcano because it makes me think of a an STD. But that's how I roll.... Or, at least, as I should, given ideal situations. What I am saying is, my cat hates me, which is indicative of everyone else hating me. Everyone hate me. ...