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I wonder that is there anyone here who has experience like ı was experiencing?

Yesterday I was watching a video on X. There was a girl who is 8-9 years old. While I was watching this video, suddenly I looked her leg and butt. (Firstly I was listening her and I was looking her face) I think I thought that, I feel a urge and I did. I'm not sure it was intrusive thing or ...

I'm 28 years old And I struggled many ocd themes including hocd, pocd and etc.

Yesterday I was watching a youtube video and there was a girl about 8 or 9 years old. I saw her leg and butt, and then suddenly I looked it. I didn't feel any sexsual things, but after I looked I felt very guilty. Thoughts popped up to my mind like "Did you want it?", "Did you attract her legs?" ...

Not too many days ago I visited psychiatrist and I shared some information about GAD, possible OCD/POCD, an she diagnosed me with GAD and OCD. There are some some things I forgot to say (honestly), and I'm in total fear. I don't seek reassurance, just need explanation.
Well, after the feel of relief I started thinking: "What if isn't really OCD and I'm a p word?"

The reasons of doubting are some thoughts and one ...

My HOCD has continued to subside. It took 18 years, but I stayed in the fight and my spikes are minor or nonexistent. I'm 37 have suffered from HOCD since 2006 and OCD for most of my life. You can over come HOCD so long as you train your mind and accept that these thoughts are invalid. I recommend seeing a therapist and practicing any mental exercises they review with you.

I've been suffering from POCD for about 10 months now (last October), I remember it beginning when on Twitter, one of my followers liked some rather questionable content I ended up reporting because it was disturbing and since then, I felt guilty for something. It shocked me, disturbed me and I had nightmares over it. Those feelings slowly began causing panic, anxiety (which I never had) and over the holidays, it began making me think ...

This happened again. I just want to die, the guilt and pain is killing me. I really want to die and if this doesn't get better when my birthday comes around I'm really going to leave, I don't deserve to be here, I deserve to suffer, I'm sure this is not ocd, although deep down I want to believe that it is. I am not this, I never wanted this and I will never want ...

Hiya I have a post on here already but wanted to start afresh one as it's been 7 years since my last entry
I have suffered with every type of ocd for many years, decades. I'm in my 50's now and it's still no easier.
I had a major health issue a few weeks ago and came back all clear for cancer although I have to have further investigations. It was two weeks of hell ...

So let me start with thiewe things. I know no one can say what I am, I am just looking for input from fellow HOCD sufferers.

I’ve never had these thoughts before the following moment. I have however seen how guys could be good looking solely from. Woman’s perspective and yes I’ve thought Chris hemsworth was good looking at one point but nothing more than that.

I have no problem with gays and have gay ...

Several minutes ago I read an article about a politician. He stated that he didn't think he was gay in high school and had a crush on a girl. When he attended college he felt his "latent homosexuality" emerging and came out in his mid-30s.

I've had HOCD since May 2006, and this year marks 18 years since I was afflicted with this obsession. I've made major progress, but a part of me still wonders ...

I heard that if you can masturbate in your fantasy without porn to stuff that's what you're attracted to.
So I had a rough day today with my thoughts and when I got home I decided to force an erection to masturbate to gay fantasy and it started to feel good within a few second and would go away and come back depending on how much I self inserted with more self insertion feeling better. ...