I haven't ever talked about his before.
Lately, within the last 6 - 8 months I would say, I've been getting angrier and angrier. My thoughts and feelings are near rageful. I'm so pissed at my "family" all of the time. I just want to see them grovel in the dirt and get beaten so so low. I want them to suffer, and I think about hurting them all of the time when they do ...