the monster within

Hi i just googled for a blog to get opinons on my anger and feelings from people who may suffer the same, i was talking to colleges in work amd they suggested i write a poem or note as to how i feel.

this is what i spilt on a page can you explain?

The pain that i have,cannot be explained
the rage i express, i struggle to contain
the monster i unleash scares me to the core
and the more that he is questioned,the more he breaks the door,
Or wardrobe,washer or drywall until the red subsides,
And then like the memories he creates,he cowers away and hides,
And i wake up sat in pieces of the walls he tore apart,
In my head i spend days trying to rebuild them,
But that is just the start,
For i have just caged the beast,
Behind a damn of fear and dread,
and as i write this poem,
I feel he scratches the wall in my head.

And just as he is trapped within you, you are trapped within the drywall building, constantly stuck there because you have to repair it. Very cool.