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i have two issues i'd like to hear some comments on:

1. about a week ago I discovered violent pornographic images on a co-workers computer. These were ILLEGAL porn images. Yes, you know what kind I'm talking about. The co-worker has been charged with a felony. Everytime I close my eyes I see these pictures, these horrible acts, the monsters commitng them, the poor innocent victims. I wonder who the girls were and what happens ...

I'm a gay man with a boyfriend and recently I had a bizarre dream that aroused me. In the dream middle school aged kids were giving each other wedgies it it caused me to get turned on. I woke up in bed with an erection and felt absolutely terrified. A little back story behind this is that my friends and I used to give each other wedgies when we were younger and it turned me ...

Hi,

I am sorry to write this letter anonymously, however I feel I must. The subject matter, and what I am going to admit to, are too sensitive and dangerous to the life I currently enjoy.

Basically, I am writing to ask a few questions. I am going to give you insight into a fleck of my life, and than ask, "why is it so?"

The subject matter is pedophilia and pedophiles, and their victims. ...

Ever since I was a child I have been attracted to children. A therapist once helped me figure out that it was due to ridiculous amounts of attention given to me by my mother. I was never abused in any way. Apparently the more time she spent with me, the more comfortable I felt as a child, and the more I'm still stuck with a fixation on children as a 20 year old. But as ...

This is my first time posting and I'm really nervous about talking about this issue and I'm not sure if I'm in the right place, but it has bothered me for a long time and I would really appreciate some feedback. So here goes:

I've always had a fantasy prone personality. I spend large amount of my day daydreaming. I live in my head. The type of fantasies I have though, really disturb me. I ...

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I have a bit of a problem... I have great difficulty enjoying sex, and part of it is because I can't really get off just focusing on the intercourse itself (which I find repulsive). The only things that really arouse me sexually are extremely violent - things I could never do to a sexual partner and still maintain their safety. I feel distressed and guilty about these fantasies, many of which have to do with ...

I struggle with feminine hygiene products, specifically pads. It's not the same struggle that internet search results return, rather it is a struggle that I want to end. For some reason, whenever the thought of my partner using them for their intended use, it's almost as if I have an anxiety attack. Whats strange, is the fact of not having this issue with people whom I am not in a relationship with. I almost feel ...

Ok, this is a bit difficult, as this is the first time I've been able to admit it in the 6 years since. By the way, this is lengthy, so only read if you have the time...


In a Cliff Notes version of the story:
When I was 15-16, I developed an online relationship with a guy who was 25 years older. We related to one another very well and wanted to be together. My ...

I am a 30 year old male with a specific scat fetish. I am sexually attracted to the anuses, farts, and feces of 18 year old girls. I have never acted on it, partly I guess because of the low likelihood of finding a woman who would participate. But nothing turns me on more than imagining a beautiful, 18 year old girl farting and pooping, and imaging the color, size, shape, texture, and smell of ...