News of Hope

Before I go on I'd like 2 say that I'm sure theirs more then enough funky postings on this forum and I would just consider this another one of them.Believe it or not I did not realize that optimism is the key to life until recently in my mid-teens.I ...

I've been in the hospital for eleven days now and I've been feeling really under the weather and hopeless.

But I may be discharged tomorrow and I'm hopeful for at least that!
I guess I just need to hear some more encouraging words to keep myself going.

Before I go on I'd like 2 say that I'm sure theirs more then enough funky postings on this forum and I would just consider this another one of them.Believe it or not I did not realize that optimism is the key to life until recently in m mid-teens.I had VIRTUALLY no concept of optimism for most of my life which was different from how for most of my life I've had no or little ...

So this page is all about me, myself and my book of wild thoughts. Obviously my name is not Bookof!! I’m intending to keep anonymity at least for now; that’s because I’m a bit ashamed of what I write! I did not even link it to my own personal Facebook profile, I preferred to create a different entity, and this is being applied onto all my self-owned social network profiles. Besides, it’s in my constitutional ...

... and some days I do not.

This is one of my "not" days. I really don't know how to change my perspective when it gets like this. Particularly when there is so much weighing on my mind and I can't ignore it because I need to find solutions to my problems. I just don't know how to retain hope when I am feeling like this.

I'm sure I'm not the only one. When it rains, I feel so much better. The whole world glistens. Everything becomes sleek and reflective. City lights look particularly amazing but I'm also a fan of forests, gardens, and pretty much anything outdoors. Everything just becomes magical and adventurous, and the human world, usually so threatening and unpleasant, pales into the background - everything feels more like it's MINE, somehow. Even the touch of water on ...

I'm 28 now and feel like my entire life has just been a massive failure. I have been overprotected by my parents, bullied at school, never had one person I could look up to. Being a Christian and having been brought up in church I have always led a morally correct life which has meant never drinking, smoking, taking drugs and saving sex for marriage. I have had a few serious relationships and been on ...

Hey folks.

I'll keep this brief.
I just need to vent, I'm close to losing my mind here with no one to talk to who understands or take's one look at my problems and tell's me I deserve what ever I get!

I'm losing my will to live and all hope, I have traits of all Cluster B personality disorders and I'm in the middle of a vicious access battle for my son.
I'm being ...

I have no idea which topic this directly fits under but here goes...

I've posted about this so many times in the hope I'll find reassurance, but now I've realised that with every piece of reassurance, there's another way round it. I've never been diagnosed with OCD, but the way I keep having obsessive-compulsive ruminations about this seems to come under pure-o so this felt like the best place to post at the moment. It's ...

(Sorry to be so glum haha)
So hi, recently my heads been revolving around a nasty spike which I think is pure o based, im not entirely sure and I've never been diagnosed as its only recently been so bad. To put it crudely I convinced myself I am a paedophile because of some ridiculous incident (literally such an insignificant incident). I've scoured the internet for so much information and reassurance to prove myself that ...