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I'm an alter who thought I could take over and have some fun. I had been being entertained on Tic Tock; and we got into the "scam" of a highly known speaker. I really want to believe this and have a baby as he says to me in her sleep.

I have been feeling doubtful of this choice of mine. Cause he is making me question my intentions for my host. I have been cruel ...

Hello, I don't get to front a lot so, I am feeling quite rubbish right now and I need a space where I can safely vent, there is a lot of switching happening in my system lately

My host who has denied that we have dissociative disorder due to the stigma tried to just deny that any of this was happening

Basically last year I split up with my husband of 3 years, we lived ...

ok, so i've been aware of quite a few states i have since last year, the first i figured out being a fictive. we aren't very verbally communicative, more non-possessive switching, instinct, and sharing feelings with the rare thought and possessive switch. we've finally decided to try to get a diagnosis, though!

it's a slow going process, but i feel really lucky my therapist is so cool and understanding (she pushed me to pursue a ...

TW for sort of suicidal ideation

I'm so tired, yall. Like so tired. We lived with an abusive friend and their family for a few years, and only got fully away from them about a year ago. I've come to realize that a lot of our fronting and communication problems where actually caused by or worsened by this friend.

Some context: The way we're set up, I'm (the host, hi) constantly at front. I can ...

I was just wondering if anyone feels like this.

When I get triggered, I get really foggy-headed and feel like I am away from myself. It feels like I am in the corner of a dark cave. Or it's like trying to experience life underwater, from inside a tiny fish bowl. Sounds muted, vision unclear, severe lack of clarity and connection with the world around me. Hardly a connection with the world within me too. ...

Hey guys! It’s been a while.

Doing pretty decently but there are some issues that are really pressing.

We need advice .

We all want to stay present in the moment more. The involuntary dissociation is hurting us deeply. It’s not that we don’t want to be present but for one reason or another…there are blockages.
We are constantly scarred of saying the wrong thing or making the wrong choices. Very anxious. And randomly we ...

I am 14 but I'm supposed to be 24 right now. I usually just show up when Ezra is really sad, but I've been me for 3 days now and I'm starting to panic. I have no idea how to get the others to take over again, and I don't know how to feel better. I tried taking a bath, and petting my cat, and drinking tea, and doing all the things my therapist said ...

We have managed to gain access to some of those locked files we had found …and several contained document subtitled Who am I?’ …with page after page of a ..what seems like a random date where maybe a host came forward in the past not knowing who they were So they write out what was important to ‘that-me’ in that moment which often resulted in a name they felt was significant to them in particular. ...

Hello all, I'm new to this forum, and am looking for other people with DID to talk to. I have never discussed my experience or parts in detail with anyone else, and am naturally very covert, so would like to have someone who "gets it" to talk to. I thought I would also introduce all of us.

Ezra: 23, into farming/sustainable agriculture, playwriting, and fishkeeping
Hal: 12, young girl, likes geology, volcanology, gardening, and insects/invertebrates. ...

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hello again! I've posted a couple times here but it's been under different circumstances. recently we've done a host switch, which is a very good thing! but I'm very confused now.

we have an alter, which i can't tell who or what it is. i know it wants to hurt us/me, to make us hurt as though we deserve it. the past host was very melancholy and miserable, so this other alter ...