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Defining what something is is not finding, I'm learning. All of my life has been about terms and classifications and intellectual hogwash.

Oprah Winfrey says that your spiritual self is found once you learn to live with your reality and work around it--that's not the identical wording, but you get the basic idea.

I saw a Borderline PD book yesterday at the Books A Million but I bought a Gita book instead.

Anyway, defining is ...

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Below is a relatively short blip I wrote regarding the Law of Attraction. While borderline personality disorder is only lightly mentioned, implementation of the suggestions presented throughout the course of this post can undoubtedly help to bolster sufferers' self-esteem. Also, I strongly urge you to visit Tonya TKO's videos on YouTube, as she deeply and thoughtfully discusses myriad subjects that might prove beneficial in the construction and reinforcement of self-love and its pertinence to relationships ...

Hello. I'm new here. This is my first post.

I think I suffer from borderline personality disorder, however I have never been properly diagnosed or treated for it. I have been to several therapists and doctors but they have all seemed reluctant to discuss the possibility when I have raised it, although they have not necessarily disagreed either. I first considered that I might have the disorder when a friend suggested the possibility (she suffers ...

I wish that I could just commit to life or death. Instead, I stuck in this awful depression that could hardly be called a life. Anything can be a sign from god that I made a mistake and that I'm really supposed to die. I've spent so much money on pills and hoarding pills. My life is passing me by and everyone is achieving things. I'm stuck making nooses because someone told me that the ...

My mind is full of broken thoughts
My will is gone my will is lost,
I touch the sky, I touch the sun,
Rage fills me, Then I become Happy again
Emotions like a rollercoaster,
Is what I live with day to day.
feeling sad while filled with joy
Is what I face every day.
Manic Depression is what makes me this way,
But I live to fight another day.
I wrote this while my ...

I do too. I want them to feel how bad I hurt. I know they only use words to get the reactions they want. They say they care and want to help you when they're afraid and want to control you.

They say they love you when they want something....money, orgasms, whatever. Language is all about manipulating your thoughts and feelings. And then they wonder at the rage, the loneliness. Isolate from a sick world ...

I just listened to a song without thinking about it, and it triggered my mania. Now i'm really angry. This is not even hypomania. Its more like fullblown mania. I am literally so angry right now that if someone was to say something to me i would blow up. And as i write this, my mood just shifted again. Wow. I knew my Bipolar 1 was rapid cycling, but not to this extent. Now I ...

Hi all, just joined after reading a few forums after I googled some support for my BPD. I have been diagnosed a week but been suffering badly for over 28 years. Since being diagnosed I have gone into my shell even more this week and I am struggling to talk to my partner..I told him 4 days after I was diagnosed with BPD that I had it, its not been the best of relationships because ...

I was manic last night, my bipolar kicked in and i was hypomanic. I had to go two more months without symptoms before i could go off my medication. I had a depressive episode afterwards. It sucked. My mind was racing and everything. and then i just had racing thoughts about being a horrible person for being manic and just thinking so many thoughts at once.