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I heard its good for your body so i'm going to attempt to fast today. I have never done this before.

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I'm new here, hope it's ok I'm writing.

The past week has been so bad I don't know what to do with myself or my situation. On Monday I celebrated my special friend's birthday and everything was fine, I've had a good period. On Tuesday we had an argument in which he left my place.

Wednesday morning he contacted me asking for help, offering no apologise or anything. I broke down and all past ...

I'm slightly mannish.. I am conformed to the Bible Belt standard of hetero married.



The hair is cropped and the population at large doesn't like the longer hair. They detest it. Make up works--soft sand colors. Face is highly red with non-vein moderate rosacea. Eyes are small and almost too small for eye make up. Eye make up also smears off easily and eyeliner goes into the eyelashes.


MIL uses the golf shirts and pants ...

I was sexually abused as a child, however, I don't remember by WHO. And, everybody around me made me feel as if nothing happened to me simply because - I had no memory of who did it. I couldn't help it, I was under 5 years old at the time. My memory is blurred, the room was dark. So, I said the name of the Uncle I suspected did it but now it's eating me ...

It was the most horrifying moment of my life. I watched it happen; she was hit by a car, twice. By someone who had to be as cruel as to shrug and laugh after my baby's blood spattered everywhere while I stood by screaming for them to go around her. He had his window down, and even people who did not understood what I was saying. He was just cruel, so so so cruel. She ...

There is an effect that happens in my family. The four older siblings have escaped it. Most of them have moved and one is still here where I live.


In the genetic grouping, you have, of the older generation, higher average to MENSA and lots of astigmatism. You have high levels of eccentricity
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The others have escaped slut shaming, persecution and being ostracized by use of their talents, by moving away, or if they ...

As a borderline personality disordered young female, I'm having a tremendously difficult time with my increasingly tumultuous and unpredictable emotions, as well as seemingly random bouts of rage that really have no aim or purpose. Some days, I feel almost euphoric (so good, so beautiful (aesthetically and otherwise), so capable and skilled, and so loved), meanwhile, others, I feel rage-ful, disturbed, defective, self-loathing, and vindictive...and sometimes, near-suicidal. Much of my bad days have more or ...

Everyone could use a dose of adorable every now and then. Feel free to post your own adorable/cute/funny pictures.

I grew up with a mentally unstable, emotionally abusive mother. She refused to admit anything was wrong with her though. She always believed she was a wonderful mother and gets offended when someone says our home is very dysfunctional. I have two sisters, an older sister and a younger sister. My mother would get very angry very easy and scream at us. She would then become extremely depressed and leave us to fend for ourselves ...

Last night was the worse fight my bf and I have ever had. I self-mutilated very badly and I'm deeply disturbed by my actions and their results. He was very spiteful toward me. The verbal abuse lasted even as we watched me start, literally, tearing my hair out.

I don't even love him. I'm tired of being guilted into forgiving and tolerating his threats, insults and YELLING because he can't always control himself. I can't ...