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I don't know if this is bpd related or not, so i'm just testing to see if anyone else has this problem.

it's really a problem right now at work. i am full of really great ideas, and ironically i'm a communications consultant, so i'm always finding ways to connect the academic ideas about communicating to the goals of my current project.

however, i have a major problem and if i don't resolve it, my ...

I want to kill my roommate. There are so many ways I could do it. It would be so fun. It would be so satisfying. Hearing the screams, watching the life leave the eyes. Somebody remind me why this is bad. I don't think there's anything wrong with murdering a degenerate freak this one. Some people deserve to die.

A sudden deadening of emotions towards your significant other?

the voice in my head changes constantly. as if i'm always projecting an image. if i read an interview of a celebrity, when i read the quotes, automatically the voice in my head transforms to the celeb's voice.

its like i dont know who i am. the voice in my head adapts to another voice, mostly of the person ahead.

do nons also have this. how do nons get to know who they are. do ...

I have had a binge/diet ED since I was 11. I remember my first binge. I was so angry at my Mom
for basically being completely invalidating and abusive, but I couldn't express my hurt or anger,
so I ate around 8 candy bars. I landed in the hospital for severe stomach distress.

Since than I have been on diets, cleanses my entire life. I am 47 and maybe 10 lbs or so above my ...

I know this will be difficult to read because I ramble a lot, but I am very scattered at the moment and am having difficulty arranging my thoughts. please bare with me.

I've been dealing with depression, anxiety and self harm for a long time, probably since I was about 14, (I'm 21 now, diagnosed bpd after a suicide attemps when i was 19) I've struggling a lot over the years and I've been seeing ...

I feel like I'm going insane at times. Why can't I quit emotionally abusing my boyfriend? I love him very deeply, but it's as though this switch gets flipped on and I turn into a full-fledged beast. Sigh. I really despise myself.

I've been diagnosed of BPD by 2 different psychiatrists. Relationships have always been a big issue for me. Both intimate relationships and friendships. I've been at it with my 1st boyfriend for a month now and everytime we're together I always bring up is ex girlfriend... "I don't want to see you until you have cut her out of your life completely", "You are only using me to get over her", "You only want me ...

Me or my boyfriend?

So he didn't just hit the road on me. Thankfully he only got arrested.

So he currently has no freedom, but at least he didn't abandon me on the day I planned on possibly breaking up with him out of nowhere.

I know how I sound.
I'm also sorry for complaining about myself ALL THE TIME. EVERYWHERE on the site.

Apparently he was arrested about 30 hours ago. They told me ...

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