this is my cream of my crop
and lucky for me, i can abuse the fuk out of people and they still cant see it because i do it with a smile and im very good at making up for it in other ways. like the most recent ex i helped out of a traumatic situation only to put them in one that was even worse. now.. i didnt do it necessarily on purpose, but knowing i was perpetuating the problem sort of gave me a giggle
i might not be a sociopath, but i sure as fuk can be. as ive said before, my exs all dont like me anymore but all respect me. i really blur the lines in their head between "is she a good girl or not?". and the kicker is, most the people i date are borderline or histrionic, so their black and white thinking cant except that im both at the same time.
