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Why? Why do we do it? Why do we watch depressing movies. Read depressing music. Listen to depressing songs. It doesn't help. It doesn't help at all. I realize that, for me, it does feel good in a way to settle into that old rut. Still, why do it?

We blame everyone and everything for all things wrong in our lives. Splitting ourselves and others. I see people who mow through person after person. After ...

Hi All

I've been a bit absent the past week or so- my computer died on me and it was a case of jump on the forum while no-one is around at work, so they can't see what I'm looking at online and don't ask questions.

I had my visit to the new psychiatrist, involving the stress of plane flights and finding my way across the city on my own (I live in the country ...

i feel worthless. like I mean nothing to anyone. I hate myself. This is how i feel when I'm single. The man that loves me and wants to marry me means nothing. I am nothing. Nothing. I'm stupid, not as smart as i wish I was sometimes. I'm pathetic. This is how I feel right now. A blob of nothing.

Okay, for years and years i thought this was anxiety and was used to it but crawling skin all the time is apparently tactile hallucinations. My friend, a social worker told me today and i looked it up. Who else has these or can tell me more ?

I'm really surprised I couldn't find any threads on this.

I'm on the waiting list for DBT.

Who is currently going through DBT, or has gone through DBT?
I really wanna learn more about it from someone who's going through it or done it.

Or maybe you're on the waiting list for DBT like I am?

drafts.

i said save draft to a reply to my post where do i find them LOL i feel so stupid.
I can not find where drafts are.

Yesterday, I found myself angry a lot so I took 1 mg of Haldol three times throughout the day.

Last night, I felt like I had NO soul whatsoever. I felt completely empty and it scared the hell out of me. I know my ex would make comments like Haldol made him feel like he had no soul, but I never really KNEW that until last night. Of course, the only time I've ever taken ...

Me and my ex are emailing now.

At first it started out with me just sending one to express my feelings. ( I thought that was a safe place to go because it wasn't a call or txt which he asked me not to do, I did not expect a response. )

Than he ended up responding. I was in shock.

Now I've been doing it more and he keeps responding. It's becoming twice a ...

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Hope you have a lovely birthday!

Have you all ever seen any of of the videos on a channel called "Me And My Black Table"?

They're made by a guy named Bas, and he's a real sweetheart.
When he first started making videos, you can see that he was timid, unsure of himself, and definitely hurting. By the time he got to his most recent videos, he had been well on the road to recovery, and was looking amazing and happy! ...