News of Borderline Personality Disorder Forum

Please deactivate/remove my account.

This is in no way meant in an offensive manner, but I believe that I have enough RL support and this site is just bringing me down.

Best wishes everyone. Faceless, shout out to you- you were my favourite ;)

i'm sad and angry with the whole world b/c i was born...pathetic me! :cry: :evil:

I've noticed a lot of us on here have dated and been with those that also have personality disorders and mood disorders etc. In your opinion, which personality disorder/mood disorder/disorder in general would the best match for a person suffering from BPD?

Also, describe your best personality match and your worst personality match. You can add examples if you want :)

I've been a self harmer since I was 17 (Now 21).
Anyways, when I started, what I was doing, wasn't enough, I moved onto harsher things, and now that I've been doing the same old thing for so long now, it feels like it just isn't enough anymore.

I want to throw myself in front of cars, rip my skin off my body, all sorts.

I can't tell if it's a dissociation thing or not, ...

BPD people....RAWWWWWWWWRRRRRRR! :twisted: :twisted:

This is gonna be a doozy...

I'm just so tired of all the nons who think people with BPD are these diabolic monsters. It makes me feel like I'm a worthless person who doesn't deserve to be here. But of course, suicide is selfish as well. I guess no one said life was fair, but come on.

On Friday morning, I woke up despondent -- a feeling I (and probably my fellow BPDs here) am ...

Since we're tightening the security in the chat room, we would like the BPD community here as a whole to come up with some suggestions for rules that we can adhere to.

Some suggestions have already been offered.

No impersonation of another chat room member (bannable offence)
No discussion of self harm methods
No Discrimination (against member / religion / race / disability etc)
No overt Sexual banter, harmless flirting is fun, but there needs ...

I feel like im loosing it. im not sure if im slightly loosing reality. i dont know. Ive avoided these place for weeks, i just dont wanna think bout this stupid disorder anymore. i was doing well, i was accepting who i was. a situation happened. i had no control over it taking over my head. I needed something to focus my head on. that became food. i promised myself this wouldnt happen again. ive ...

So, I've been reading through the forum, and it seems that most people here are either in a committed relationship, or single (I could be wrong, that's just what I picked up from the few posts I read)

My situation is a little different. There's this guy (let's call him K). He posted an ad on the internet a few years ago, looking for someone to have casual sex with. I replied, met up with ...

So, lately, I've realized that I enjoy helping people.

I'm referring to real life, not forum, although I like helping people here, too (a LOT).

But regardless, today I'm feeling really cranky and really, just for lack of a better term, SUCKED DRY. I feel like I'm just waiting to blow up on someone, because my patience has been tested time and again today, and I'm just waiting for that one naive, stupid, person to ...