News of Anger Management

Hi, i just signed up, my name is Leah and Bi-polar disorder runs through my family.
I sturggle daily with anger and aggression.
I am 19, but VERY excited to get to know some of you. i have been looking for a place to get online help and am so grateful to have found this forum.

My question stems from sexual aggression, i am very much a nymphomaniac and get very frustrated when i dont ...

I'm not 20-30 I'm only 19 but, I'm sure that people out there will criticize me. Though lately, I'm having trouble to control myself. This isn't new, I've always had anger-problems. I'm pretty good at controlling myself, but lately it's been a problem. I find myself getting mad at things that are so insignificant it's troubling. Throughout my life I've found ways to "cool" myself. First it was video games, than cigarettes, I've went as ...

Hello all, and thanks in advance for listening to my story.

Recently, something really sucky happened.

Ever since I was a kid, I was emotionally and mentally abused, as well as bullied and neglected, by peers, teachers, and relatives alike. The simple reason-- in the words of so many people growing up-- I was *ugly.* Being *ugly*, I was ostracized, humiliated, threatened, and repeatedly reminded over and over again that I was less than human. ...

For years now I have been having problems with my father. As long as I can remember he has always resorted to some kind of violence, form of intimidation or threats as a way to control me, but as I grew up these tactics became more and more aggressive. He began to threaten to beat me around the age of 13 which ended up progressing to threats to kill me and physical intimidation such as ...

I am having a lot of trouble lately, I will violently snap when triggered by something I don't like someone saying to me but I keep all of the aggression inside. i was planning my suicide this week but gradually got out of the deep hole once again. I have a bachelor's degree and i am a musician. I have not been able to hold down a job after my last job high paying job ...

I know I need help but have tried a couple of therpists briefly and it was a waste of time. The first one was late all the time and talked more about herself than me and she did not even recognize my plea for help and basically thought I was ok.
The second one was all about "feel good", never listened and had a canned responses and looked at the clock the whole session.
How ...

I really don't want to, but I have constant OCD fears and impulses. I worry about attacking someone, shoving someone, yelling, and even... killing. Of course I won't, my OCD won't allow and I don't want to. I've had this to a lesser extent before and never acted on the urges. I want to get rid of this before I drive myself insane or "snap". I've been depressed and nervous for the past six months. ...

I have borderline personality disorder and bipolar 1, but i can remember even before any diagnosis that my anger was there and pretty severe and by the time i was 14 years old I was pulling doors completely off the wall and breaking windows and busting my head or hands through walls. my anger seemed to taper off for a little while but now its back and getting more severe again its to the point ...

I don't usually post here.
It's not my thing...

However... I feel particular cruel, malicious and angry today.
It could be the lung infection I'm getting... I get angry when I'm sick...
It could be stress at work... remodels and new trainees irritate me...
Or it could be the fact I left my iPod at home... since I need music to drone out life...
But I hate people...
And I'd like to hurt people...

Oh ...

All they ever do is sink there fangs into my heart, I feel like killing right now might as well be honest.