How are you today thread (trigger warning)

Hi Annette,

You can always talk to us. We like hearing from you. Sorry the body is so messed up. Hope you can work out soon. I know that helps.

Iain

things have been very hard, but one interesting thing is that tonight, when time usually whirs by (and slips by in a way that feels very much like losing time), well tonight I feel like that didn't happen like it usually does, (somehow it is probably connected to how much the last few days have been extra hard, even though that doesn't totally make sense.

-- Sun Feb 07, 2021 3:49 am --

birdsong, sorry to hear you have tinnitus. I have heard of it and it sounds like a real annoyance.

the pain is going down by now, slowly recovering.
took a shower and oof, I have to sit here for a moment...
feeling sad
when I rest there is so much sadness coming up. no wonder we keep busy all the time

I'm having a tough time of it today. I'm posting this in here instead of my usual haunt.

Not sure if it's to do with the dissociative disorder or what.

Felt completely out of sync with the rest of the world since I woke up this morning. I'm even having problems communicating and understanding what is being verbally said to me.

Hope this passes soon.

Maybe I'm in a switching mode but I could be wrong. I do know that I've somehow gone back to wearing clothes that I was wearing about 27 years ago and I'm looking more like a boy again. Even got mistaken for a boy today.

I think I'll be OK..

Hi to everyone.

birdsong folks, glad your pain is lessening.

We're doing okay on some fronts. Same old, same old on other fronts. Getting caught up on tracking our finances, which can be depressing when unemployed. Still working with the career coach.

And we have T tonight.

Be well, all.

MDs

I wanna kick my streaming service in the ... well, CPU I guess?

Because we use a VPN to have a safer connexion, we cannot access to some of the series we want to watch. It's not even a problem of "not connected from the right country" coz we use an IP adress in our proper country, just from another city.

It's the whole "you are using a VPN so we wont show you this show lol" from the streaming service that goes onto my nerves. Even the VPN service doesnt get whats going on. We've been exchanging emails for a couple hours now. The shows are accessible only if we do NOT use a VPN.

Whats next? Having to keep our fingerprints visible at all time to make sure we're not "cheating" while using online services? How 'bout privacy? Or safety?

Moreover: streaming services they complain about "piracy" of their shows but when we wanna use their services, they dont allow to and throw a tamper tantrum coz they wanna know our full identity before giving us the goods.

This is going to kill the Internet I swear...

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Zami

Hi Zami,

Of course the SUPER best security would be to let NOBODY see their shows.

Iain

it was a really bad hard day..

spinningtops wrote:it was a really bad hard day..

Hugs and hope it's over and things are better now!

Just got out of the hospital. Doing great!