... I know from experience that a constant supply of weed, cocaine and molly would be more than enough to keep me emotional stable, energetic, pleasant to deal with and willing to live.

Keeps me from having mood swings every two hours. My highs aren't too high. My lows don't exist. My alters shut up. Now and then I feel the need to put my vagina to use. So I can please my boyfriend. I'm more forgiving. I make plans. I talk to strangers. And I don't regret a damn thing until I'm sober.

So let's work on me just never be sober again. K?"