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Permanent Linkby Havoctoria on Mon Oct 21, 2013 1:01 am

Ugh. The mental static is driving me up a wall. Now that I've completed my tasks for today I can stop & try to sort it all out. Sage is clearly upset; So what's new? We've been giving each other a hard time for weeks. Struggling for control over the body & with our newfound resentment for one another. The loss of harmony between us has shaken the entire system. Bell/Hel(?) believes that as long as conflict exists among us, we will self-destruct no matter who controls the body. She thinks the two of us merging would solve the problem. We were made to be a team but now our differences are clashing in a bad way & Bell/Hel(?) wants us to find common ground & "build upon it". The others are not too happy about my takeover either. So I will share my out time but only after priorities have been taken care of. I still refuse to leave my body & wellbeing in the hands of a lazy addict during daylight hours. I'll grant her the privilege of knowing what it feels like to be tired & accomplished at the end of a day.

So allein will ich nicht sein
Ich such dich unter jedem Stein
Ich schlaf mit einem Messer ein
Wo bist du? Wo bist du?


Regina (host; diagnosed with BPD and MDD) | Gray | Helen | Len | Barb | and at least four others
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