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Really irritates me when friends/acquaintances lie to me, i mean what the hell.
its not the fact that they don't turn up when they say they will (though) that did annoy me, its when i wait for a time and they don't get back to me.

The irritation today:
They appear on "in game live feeds" stating they "acquired a new item 5 hours ago"
when the lie indicated they wasn't at home.

Yes i ...

So it was the day before spring break started. I went to the gas station across the street from school with a friend of mine (let's call him friend 1). I decided to steal a beef jerky from there, and when he asked me if I lifted anything from there, I told him I didn't, and he said if I did he would beat my ass (he's a little bitch, plus he's said that to ...

I have always been a confident person, my past boyfriends have all been handsome, most of my friends have been/are male (i just seem to be able to talk to males better) probably because i feel threatened from females(i was bullied in school) and its haunted me for many years

anyway...ive been through break ups before, that's nothing new, though they hurt so bad you wanna die, ive got over them, most of the break ...

i spent the weekend thinking ill about a former friend. like really dirty curses. that's all i do. pray for the world to end. i want everyone to die. like really just burn this world.

all i have is hatred inside me. hatred for the entire world n i am tired of hating people. tired of talking about my sexual abuse to the whole world, tired of acting like a victim as if i've never ...

i feel like some beggar, begging for someone to talk with me. i am so lonely n just exhausted of myself.

things wont ever get better, i feel like tearing off my body and flying away, in some mountains with trees and a lake

i was abused, n to get over the abuse, i sort of tried to have gay sex with a guy where i tried to be the dominant n i'd tease.

turns out he was experienced n said foul words to me, he pointed to my throat n said till there his dick would reach.

i feel so shame. i ran from there. those words echo in my throats. when he pointed at my throat, i ...

when a friend said: ur mother hasnt taught you anything
and i didnt fight back

when a colleague shouted at me in the office n i couldnt fight back

when i cried in the office

of the gay @@@@@@@ i had in train

of the sexual fantasies i've had that were self-degrading

of the fact that i was molested n didnt do anything

of the time i was crying and laughing on the road and ...

A lot of my Facebook friends (and their friends, and their friends...) have changed their profile photos to rainbow ones in support of gay rights. I'm a strong advocate of gay rights, or as I like to call them: human rights. However, I'm sick of hearing people argue that we should treat gays the same as anyone else because they are human beings and same-sex attraction is not a choice, and yet they don't take ...

I was born with this $#%^ https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Oppositio ... t_disorder
Then everyone hated me.
Then I got another FUACSKIANSDFJIISNDJKADS,FASNDFJN $#%^
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Avoidant_ ... y_disorder

And here I am, trying to understand myself, reading books and watching YouTube videos about philosophy and psychology. Hating everyone more every second. Reluctant to go to a ######6 PIECE OF $#%^ psychologist who likes to call whatever HE ######6 LIKES ...

weathers been great recently really sunny and warm. last two days was really overcast. didntlike that either. the place i volunteer at scres me. my dad scares me i cant cope. i just keep thining to myself everyday that i cant cope. im not coping i get so sad. i thougth i was doingbetter last week but i dont think i was. i was just kidding myself ol. funny. i cant cope. i get so ...