Please help !

Hi everyone, my name is Tallon and I’m 23 years old. I have really bad trauma on many aspects of my life and I never understood my hyper sexuality until the last maybe 3 years. It makes me really sad because I fell in love when I was young and it feels so deeply wrong to date now, but being hyper sexual and without connection has driven me to a boiling point, and I’ll say it here first, I would really love nothing more in my life than to do adult entertainment and live somewhere I’m happy. I don’t have any family really, a lot of my trauma comes from my brother being schizophrenic with ODD probably because he was so terrible and deliberately mean. My dad would enable his behavior and my mom kind of abandoned me while she was aware of all these things going on. I was always told it was normal brother behavior and now he is just absolutely horrible. I’ve had to separate myself from some very terrible behavior I wouldn’t wish upon anybody. I could go on about all these things but I know for a fact my life has been a lot worse than most. But at the end of the day I have heartbreak syndrome and hyper sexuality, along with severe anxiety and depression. I’m only recently taking care of myself, I’m doing really well but I’ve learned that I would definitely use alcohol to suppress the overwhelming thoughts that come with hyper sexuality. I’m writing this basically because I really need anybody’s help or insight because the guilt and needs I carry, it’s very hard. I don’t know what to do anymore.

Hi MrFatCats

I am sorry but I cannot offer any advice. All I can offer is support.

It is great you are working on your issues. Maybe alcohol is being used as a substitute, which you should try and avoid, but you’re taking initiative and looking at bettering yourself so I am sure you will get there. Keep going,