News of Remorse

I have recently remembered something that happened when I was younger that is causing me a lot of guilt and remorse. When I was around 12 I had these girls that I was friends with and we always used to play together. I think they were around the ages 7-9. Well I remember that we were sexually curious with each other. I remember one time when there was some inappropriate dancing and another time where ...

If you haven't followed any of my relevant conversations before, the short of it is:

I betrayed a young female friends trust for her mother and discovered that she had been involved in some exchanges with an older guy. That guy has since gone to court, been put on probation, and faces jail time because he has already violated the terms of that probation.

I was relatively obsessed with the young girl. She treated me ...

I joined my sister in a "new" town, to rent a house together. I was 24, she was 26. We shared the place for 6 rocky months before she moved to another town. A while later, I confessed to her that (while we lived together), I'd wanted to approach her, to make love. This freaked her out and led to us not communicating for 23+ years. I blamed myself all around. Shame, Guilt, Despair grew ...

I previously posted in the OCD section but feel like my problem may be more appropriate here.
I suffered from a serious bout of OCD relating to intrusive thoughts and guilt over my past 3 years ago and since then have managed to keep it under control until now.

My guilt relates to certain sexual fantasies I had when I was in my early teens - I don't want to disclose what over as I ...

Ever since i first started masturbating at about fourteen I've fantasized excessively about my older sister. She's objectively very attractive, much hotter than any girl I've ever slept with. I hate myself for thinking about her this way, and I'm worried it'll ###$ me up mentally. Porn or even my other fantasies are starting to interest me less and less and im starting to exclusively jack off to fantasies of her. The thing is, I'm ...

I sold all my books one day and asked him to do the same with his, 'cause we were low on cash.

I spent the cash on absolute bullsh*t anyway.

A month later (today), I buy ONE of the books we sold from the place we sold it to, back.

I give you the book, and you thank me with this super-happy look on your face.

Um... IT WAS YOURS ANYWAY. All I did was ...

Hello, I want to speak up about something that poisoned my life as long as i remember(especially true if to take to an account of my memory problems which i'll address further too).
So, I was an abuser in child-on-child sexual abuse.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Child-on-child_sexual_abuse
I was around 12-14years old, i don't remember, really, because most of my school years are least to say blurred in my memory(probably guilt?). I have a long time friend(we are both ...

5 years ago I started a relationship with my best friend, they were my first... I was 15, stupid, young, and our relationship started because I raped them.
I wasn't aware of that at the time, neither were they, a friend of theirs bought it up to them two years ago when we were still dating and I'm only just coming to terms with the fact that I'm a rapist.
I don't know what came ...

Hi,
I feel terrible because I have visited prostitutes in the past and now I have realised what I have done and just feel ashamed of myself. Everything started with watching alot of pornography, up to a point where I could sit a few hours every day. Then I started searching for prostitutes and eventually I started visit them (have met maybe 30 different women in total)I have always been kind of alone, had a ...

First i dont know what category this belongs under so ill let the mods move it wherever.




Good news first,
Recently i have come to accept what ive done and try to move on.I realize i cannot change what ive done in the past i can only do whats best for the future.Although i still have my moments of doubt of ever moving on from my past actions.And these moments are what i want to ...