I have realized it:
You dont really need to feel any guilt, failure, defeat, feeling "immature", feeling "egocentric" and all others traits which can be found in AS.
Why?
Its not a choice, never was and never gonna be unless you live in future and decide to have AS before you are born..... :wink:
Conforming tyranny.
Dont stick out. Dont behave odd, dont say weird stuff. Have ...