Been feeling depressed

I feel depressed about my life. More like the lack of having a real life. I recently submitted an online application to work at the local Walgreens as a customer service associate; but then earlier today I felt I wasn't ready to get a job, and I still feel that way. So I withdrew my application. I just feel depressed about it.

Is anyone ever really ready to get a job? Especially with mental health issues. I have suffered from general anxiety and OCD and I certainly never feel ready. I've been out of work an extended time because of a severance package and now that the time is drawing near to find work, I'm frankly terrified that I'll crash and burn. But I gotta eat, try and keep a roof over me. We just gotta do what we gotta do. Maybe it won't be so bad for you. And yes I keep telling myself that.