Hello everyone.
First time poster and would really appreciate some feedback.
I was diagnosed with schizophrenia and after relapsing the first time the second time around I started with the highest dose of 234mg monthly injection of Invega Sustenna which was 4 years ago. Throughout the entire time my mind was constantly racing and I was having all types of thoughts. I wasn't hearing any voices and was not delusional but every few days I would end up in a state of euphoria, stay up all night and felt that everything was going to work out for me but then I would crash down and become depressed the next day. I also developed PTSD and insomnia and would have nightmares throughout the night and wake up frequently. My sex drive completely shut down and I also became impotent. I wouldn't masturbate for months. My mind was constantly racing, it was hard for me to concentrate, loss of focus and memory problems as well. I thought that since I had just stabilized that these were symptoms of the illness and was hoping that it would eventually go away or get better with time.
I hung in there and after 9 months with the approval of my psychiatrist I got the dose successfully lowered to the 156 mg monthly injection and stayed on that dose for about 2 years. My symptoms weren't completely gone but they improved somewhat. But the most important thing is that I was stable and started to function pretty well. I could focus better, concentration improved a little bit. My racing thoughts were still persistent but I was managing them pretty well. The problem was that I was eating a lot of junk food and gained 10 lbs. I decided to go for blood work and the results were not good so I started to diet and exercise to take care of my health. I also had high prolactin levels.
After 2 years with the approval of my psychiatrist I went a little lower again. Now I'm on 117 mg monthly injection of Invega Sustenna. I was actually on 3 other medications (2 for sleep and 1 anti-depressant but I slowly tapered down from them until I quit them completely). The side-effects greatly improved and I feel that my brain is returning to normal again. My racing thoughts are almost completely gone, my concentration and focus has improved as well. I'm not impotent anymore and my sex drive has returned a little bit but I can tell that it has not completely returned. I spoke to the nurse that administers my injection whether or not any of her patients have gone lower than 117mg and she said yes. The next dose below is 78mg and she doesn't recommend going lower than that. This medication has done wonders for me but I believe for the past 3 years that I was overly medicated. The problem I'm having right now is muscle stiffness in my upper back. Again the most important thing is that I am stable and functioning but my belief is that a person should be on the least amount of medication but still be stable and functioning. I know it's a trial and error process with antipsychotic's especially when you have an illness such as schizophrenia but I wanted to get some feedback from others that are successfully functioning on this medication on lower doses or attempted to lower the dose and how did there brain respond. If you want more information please let me know. I appreciate anyone who reads all this. Thanks once again.