It depends on how you define it, but after taking 3+ years of bullying,
devalued and isolated, a Dutch immigrant putting effort learning French,
accumulated any negative emotion not letting anything ever out,
+ family issues, amplified by my ADHD, extra sensitive by my AvPD
and resulted in possible PTSD in the process with recurring nightmares,
while never cried and completely undiagnosed,
misunderstood so I had to put pressure on myself unmedicated,
missed 5 studies ...