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i just hate this. i feel yuck whenever i do/did same sex stuff...
but it feels like i still want it... it feels yuck.

was exposed to sex when i was 7/8 years old... by someone just a year older.
he'd stimulate me by touching my crotch

it was only when things went very bad, did i scream in childhood.

part of me fantasies the abuse but when i end up doing stuff with a ...

I am paraplegic since 2014. I've been sectioned in the past but it's all due to the experiments the doctors have carried out on me since becoming disabled. I've had a lot of surgery and at some point in the past they put an implant in my head that they can use to read my thoughts and to track me. Doctors come for me in the night and press something on my head and I'm ...

On multiple occasions I've had what I would call lucid dreaming-dreams in which I'm aware of being in the dream and there is another alter talking to me or in one case I hugged a person in my dream knowing it was an alter and we were both communicating in the dream. Because of these experiences beyond the laws of our material world my alters and I find dreaming to be very special. Since lucid ...

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when I try to donate to the PsychForums I get the message on the PayPal website that "This organization is currently ineligible to receive donations".
Do you know why is that?

Short and sweet. Watched my friend and roommate in a knife fight with other friend and roommate. I pulled them apart. The one who was attacked fought back with a knife, and the attacker died in the hospital a bit later. I had to go to the court and talk to two prosecutors and a state police detective for several hours, and then testify before a Grand Jury. The roommate that died had a security ...

TW: has sexual details
was doing sexual stuff with cousin when we were kids. was very sexual.
in early 20s, would visit cruising places. crowded trains where u make eye contact with someone n if the other person is ok with it (read body language, slight nod), then u walk toward him n the mutually groped each other's crotch in the crowded train.

i even tried stuff with cab drivers a few times. did as ...

Advice/insight is appreciated as I'm having a difficult time with my sister as of late.

I currently live 5 hours away from my family for work. Recently I was back home for a family emergency and was there back and forth for about 3-4 weeks. During the last week I noticed my sister making comments about needing to lose weight and noticing how little she was eating in a day (one day it was around ...

So, there is something I've been thinking about and observing and I am not sure if it is a common DID thing or not...
When we split new parts we tend to create some that are higher functioning than the current ones. A way to adapt to the new challenges in life. Somehow a lot of representations make it look like leaving a trail of wrecks behind but if that's the case, its the older ...

I'm mortified. My youngest child told me that his elder brother sexually abused him from ages 4-6. There is a 10 year age gap between them, which means his elder brother was 14-16 at the time. I had the hardest conversation of my life confronting him about. He admitted to doing it but also said he did not realize that what he did was wrong until he became older. Where have I gone wrong? How ...

I have had some weird things happen because I have religious delusions while manic and I think alot about the end times and stuff like that. However once when I was manic I had something really weird happen when they put me in this Catholic hospital. First off people were talking about the end times and ask me what I thought about had it started yet. I told them what I thought and then some ...