i just hate this. i feel yuck whenever i do/did same sex stuff...
but it feels like i still want it... it feels yuck.
was exposed to sex when i was 7/8 years old... by someone just a year older.
he'd stimulate me by touching my crotch
it was only when things went very bad, did i scream in childhood.
part of me fantasies the abuse but when i end up doing stuff with a guy, i HATE it. it feels yuck.
i hate myself.. i just hate this. i know this is how body is supposed to react. but it feels yuck... just yuck
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why did i like it........
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Re: why did i like it........
by bhill33 » Mon Jul 08, 2024 6:39 pm
it came during a confusing, formative time in your life - you did nothing wrong
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Re: why did i like it........
by jaus tail » Sat Jul 13, 2024 4:09 am
i still have urges to get abused. it feels like he owns me 
n when i snap out of the urge, i'm like: what was i doing...
n when i snap out of the urge, i'm like: what was i doing...
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