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a life of deceit, who rules the world?

Brothers and my sister, having lived my not a long life, I was disappointed in everything. After all, in this road of life there is no beginning to the path and there is no end to the path. I, like many other people, came to this world, lived my young years and as many thought about great achievements, then there was an independent swim in the vast ...

I realized that sometimes after I hangout with people I experienced this thing where I can hear their voices long after they’ve gone. I can’t hear them super clearly but they keep floating through my mind and I was wondering if this is something the everyone experienced.

Now I don't?

I'm just curious if anyone else is in the same boat...

I made some bad choices, bad decisions when I was sick and people use them against me, even today. I have Schizophrenia and I wasn't put on the right medication until 9 month's ago. Resperidal works wonders for me . Now I can think more clearer. Its like a miracle pill. But people seem to use my past against me to no end.

I have both Schizophrenia and Schizoaffective Disorder. Did you know that its ...

Does anyone else have one consistent, "main" audio hallucination?

Of course, I hear multiple/varying voices as well... but there is one that is the most common and consistent. I call it Radio Man.

I actually like that he's consistent because I can usually realize it's a hallucination - while I easily get confused with "new" voices.

When I had a psychotic episode I experienced the TV 'speak' to me. The first time I experienced it the eyes and mouth of the woman on TV were facing me but the head remained on an angle and as she spoke I heard her voice as audible voice in my head say "I know its hard but you are doing such a good job!-" it wasn't different from what she really said on the ...

Does anyone else feel like their medication dosage determines how much discipline or self control they have? In other words, so called "calibration" using meds as a tool. I've tried telling my psych doc about it, but it does not seem to have gone away.

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On one instance, he told me that I could eat as healthy as I want. I'm ...

Hi , I'm new to this,
My voices probably are over a hundred... actually, for sure. EVERY single person I have met has became a voice that ridicules, watches, interigates, makes fun of me, rudely comments on every move I make, makes WAY apprehension, controls my mind, reads my mind and along with commenting and even editing my speech, criticizes, try's to make me feel like I'm back in my many traumas, angers me, judges ...

Hey everyone in my introduction I said I am super crazy but mean well. So i had a major delusion and allowed that part to come here and post it under the schizo forum (find aad at your own risk- it might be a trigger).

Also if I said I will reply to post here I, or another part of me, will do so tomorrow

Cheers!

So I think I have DID but could also have a schizo disorder (or both). Thing is if my delusion is not delusion I figured out everything

-- Sat Dec 02, 2017 1:14 am --

Im too delusional and paranoid to post my actual delusion O was so close to sending it to my friend but figured I would copy and not send (this is not a delusion I ...