News of Paraphilias Forum

Hi guys for the last month or 2 i been thinking that i might be a pedophile or turning in to one. I am really scared since i am expecting 2 baby girls in December. I am so scared that i might do something i know i wont its the thought of thinking that i am attracted to younger kids makes me sick. I have never head sexual thought about kids or anybody under age. ...

I'm 18, male, and a senior in High School...
I was never really into girls for the longest time, they never really struck me as amazing
But when I saw my now Fiance, the whole world actually stood still and I looked dumbfounded at her
People nudged me and ask what was wrong, and walked by me as I stood there transfixed
Time went on and long story short we are now together, and have ...

I read that even looking at a child whether with or without clothes sexually can be considered sexual abuse. I´m so scared. I fear that some time in the past I might have looked at some child somehow too much, although I don´t remember such a thing. I would rather kill myself than live knowing that I crossed the line.

Hi, i was hoping it would not come to this but the way things are recently this seems the only choice.
I'm 15 and for about 3 years now i have known i was probably but now am convinced I'm a pedophile and i hate it, i have problems controlling myself not to masturbate to pictures of boys around 3-11 wearing nothing but underwear, of course this discusts me but my mind knows its the ...

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First, let me say that I am very grateful for this board, especially the non-condemning attitude and the realistic, informative replies, as well as the opportunity to just come clean and get some tips on how to deal with these issues.

I am firstly looking for some general advice, instead of just writing up a long and detailed post to begin with (also it's a bit early in the morning here, so I'm not quite ...

Hey all long time no talk. Well it's 4 am in the morning and I'm stressed and can't sleep. I wanted to talk about something, I'm pretty sure I am a sexual sadist.

I have posted here before, but not about this. I was never abused or witnessed abuse as a child. I have parents who are together and raised me and they are wonderful. I have a loving older sister and everyone in my ...

Correct me if I´m wrong, but I guess during sex education in schools teens and young people are not told that they can find out they have some sort of paraphilia. It´s taboo, I guess. And I think that´s a big mistake.

Nowdays during sex education young people are told they can find out they are homosexuals, lesbians, bisexuals. But when it comes to sexual deviations(t.j.paraphilias)they are only told to be careful, that such people ...

First let me say that I am 26 male and I have been interested and sexually aroused and happy with women my own age, few years younger, and older. I have never thought of sex with children, children in a sexual manor, seen child porn, tried to get it, fantasized about it or any of the above. Children or the thought there of has never aroused me. I do not sit around high child areas ...

I am writing to get some advice, support and input from this forum. I am a 23 year old male and I am coming to realize that I have struggled with what I believe to be many paraphilias and a sexual addiction my whole life. I am married, but the full extent of my problems has recently come out to my wife and I'm afraid our marriage won't survive unless I can finally get a ...