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Hi I'm hoping someone can relate to me tell me what this is
I'm feeling as if this isnt my life at all like it doesnt feel right it feels odd to me not mine .
My feelings dont feel like they are mine like they feel changed/ different.
I dont feel very connected or close to my loved ones or friends, as if they dont mean that much to me anymore .

I have ...

I am a 24 year old male who's had Depersonalization for the last 3.5 years. I have discovered that the problem that cauded it was a lack of father's care and love throughout my entire life. I have always longed for my father giving me the love and care I much needed from him, which he almost never gave me. Also, It's worth pointing out that he is a narcissist and always told me that ...

Have any of you had this feeling like you don't believe other people are real? Like that they feel and think? I'm struggling with this and it feels like I don't care about anyone anymore. It feels like there's this part of the brain that's supposed to just know that people are real like you, but that it's broken or missing :cry:

Honestly this ...

I have a problem and I cant put my finger on what it is..I'm in my early 20s, and have been happily married for 1 year.
I have been dealing with depression since I was 13, but now I have major anxiety disorder that I've been dealing with for 3 years. I dont take any medication for either because I'm starting to learn to handle it.

But anyways. I have lately noticed something weird starting ...

Hi I am new to this forum and am looking for some help and guidance so I apologise for the long post!
I am 25 years old and live in the U.K. and have suffered with depersonalization for roughly 6 years. I first experienced a sense of depersonalization on a family holiday at about age 12 which lasted the majority of the holiday, feeling in a dream state the whole time. At the time I ...

Hello...Dissociation happens to a lot of people, but in my case, I basically dissociate on a near competitive level. Even in moments of trying to be incredibly, painfully present, I still lose a good 10 minutes completely blanking out, having answered questions and generally just tapping out.
Between that and having zero ability in articulating how I'm feeling at any given moment in specific detail, I'm sick to death of myself.
Text is usually the ...

Anybody with depersonalization suffer this?

I've had a lot of really heavy episodes of "out of body-ness", hyper awareness of my body, thoughts chasing each other and overlapping, and moments of not recognizing myself.
But, more recently, I've started dissociating A LOT and I don't know why. I'll completely drop out of conversations and sort of come to after a minute or so. I'm also forgetting things that have happened anywhere from a few minutes ago to weeks ago.
And, ...

I don't know when this started but its been going on for over a year now. I always seem to have a blank mind no matter what I'm doing whether its school work or playing soccer. My whole entire life feels as if it's on autopilot. The worst part of it is that I can never fully concentrate on whats going on at the moment. I used to do good at school but I lack ...

Over the past month I have rapidly grown a large about of irrational thinking. I had a panic attack from a dream I had and I haven't felt like my nomral self sense. My dream was one of those dreams where you wake up in your dream, but you aren't actually awake. After this dream occurred I started to question if I was in reality or in a dream. I had a constant fear that ...