News of Bulimia Nervosa Forum

I had bulimia for a long time about age 13 and had a great remission for 2 years. Now its back. Only one friend knows I have this ED. My doctors don't know. I've been embarassed. Tonight I did a binge and purge. There is a lot of blood coming up. I feel weak. Tonight I think I lost a half a cup. It is bright red, not the color of just regular blood. I ...

Hi everyone,
I have had bulimia since I was 13 years old. I was never aware of the dangers until 30 and it was at that time I had treatment. I had a full remission, no binging, no compensating behaviors until I was 32 when I married my husband. It is quite a trying marriage. He is angry about the bulimia because he thinks I should " control myself" and I will " ruin my ...

I was woundering when people who suffer from Bulimia actually throw up. I mean do they eat then throw up immediatly after or do they wait until the food turns into proper lumpy sick?
I am asking this because I have noticed my friend is ALWAYS going to the toilets at school. I mean like abnormally and she is gets so down over her weight and self harms because of it. And I want to ...

Now, everytime I eat I immediately want to make myself sick. I avoided food all day today, but I was so starving that I had to have something. I figured homemade vegetarian pizza wouldn't be too bad, lots of veggies, light on the cheese. As soon as I ate two small slices I wanted to go get sick. Almost the second the food hit my stomach and my hunger went away. I feel nauseous, and ...

I found out last night that my ex-partner is a total wanker. I asked him to marry me and the whole time we lived together, turns out he knew he didn't love me and that I wasn't right for him. Now I'm "hurting him" by refusing to see him and he's decided to punish me by catching the first flight he can back to England (he's from there). He wanted to keep going out, keep ...

Hey everyone. I was a closet bulimic/ana about 5 years ago. I was in college and was depressed about something. I didn't think about eating I was too busy crying. Before I knew it 1 week had past and I ate nothing. At the time I was 200 pounds plus. People kept telling me how great I looked. When I lost a little weight. Then I started to eat few calories a day and take ...

I started purging around the summer. Only when I ate A LOT and my stomach felt too full. About 2 or 3 months ago, I stuck my fingers down my throat again and promised myself it'd be the last time. But now, I just feel the food coming up out of my throat on it's own. All i have to do is push it out a bit. Even though i have the choice to keep ...

I've been suffering from bulimia for the past 2 years. I am currently a first year at college. I know I've wasted the last two years of my life, so I've already confessed to my parents right before coming to college, which was the hardest thing I've ever had to do in my entire life so far (except getting over bulimia of course, because I haven't gotten over it yet!). I'm proud of myself for ...

HI I thought it was high time that a fat person speak to you ladies. I am about 60 lbs overweight, and sorry if I offend anyone, but wake up and realize, that it is very insulting to fat people, that you are so scared of being FAT. Being fat is not the worst thing in the world, trust me, I have sometimes wished I was anorexic, just to see what the difference is. I ...

i've noticed that my face has gotten puffy. does this go away once i've stopped purging?