News of Bulimia Nervosa Forum

Hi,
I don't know whether I am completely bulimic because I've reduced my purging to approximately once every month and a half (if at all). Also, I run up to one hour and forty minutes and at least 50 minutes a day. What I have recently begun doing is chewing food and then spitting it back out when I think I am about to consume "extra". I have done that to an entire bar of ...

Hi.. i found these boards totally by accident, but they look really good. i'm bobbi, sixteen, and i'm scared. i don't know what you'd call it but i have no other way of describing it than "bulimic tendencies". and probably anorexic tendencies too, but i'm in no way anorexic or bulimic. sometimes i go for a while without eating, i hate to eat, and mostly when i do eat i throw it up again. ...

I really dont understand myself anymore. I hate throwing up after meals. Its like I wanna stop all of this, but I cant and I wanna keep going because every single bite makes me fat?!?! I dont know! I dont even know someone from our place who suffers the same thing. I dont know who to confide in. Its so confusing. Ive been fat when i was younger. People compare me with my oh so ...

Hey theRe...
I am BulimiC. I purge every day....For almost 2 years...
I am so desperate....
My heart really hurts.....and my blood preassure...........so low....
I really feel that I'm going to DIE....
How .....How.....other people have bulimia for 10 ,15 years???
I thought I had more time...(to "enjoy")
Enjoy????I do like the process.....to eat anything....everything....without this Voice in my head telling me...."If you eat this you will be FAT".....
How can I just give up ...

I am so sick of this stupid disorder (literally). Don't you ever wonder how the hell you got here? Or wish you never made that decision to first purge after you felt you ate too much? It's amazing how you just get sucked into this vicious cycle. Does anyone else wish they could just go back to having a normal life, not obsessing about food constantly and weight. I miss going out to eat with ...

Hello All,

I am a recovering bulimic. I have been bulimic for about 10 years now, going through stages of throwing up over this time. I have not thrown up for almost 4 months but had a relapse tonight.

What scares me is, my throat is extremely soar now and it hurts when I swallow. I am not bleeding or anything. When I move my head my throat hurts, it almost feels like I strained ...

My struggle with an eating disorder hasn't been particularly long... however, it has been vicious. I started out a restrictive anorexic, losing 20 lbs in about a month. I soon, obviously, became hungry, and began purging every single time I ate. I purge anywhere from 1-6 times a day. My parents caught on and brought me to a doctor, and I was hospitalized for almost 3 weeks. I thought that would be the end of ...

My struggle with an eating disorder hasn't been particularly long... however, it has been vicious. I started out a restrictive anorexic, losing 20 lbs in about a month. I soon, obviously, became hungry, and began purging every single time I ate. I purge anywhere from 1-6 times a day. My parents caught on and brought me to a doctor, and I was hospitalized for almost 3 weeks. I thought that would be the end of ...

Hi to every fellow sufferer out there.

I have just found this forum after having lived with this nasty little secret of mine fo 25 years on my own. I never realised there were so many of us out there.

I hate to say it but I really don't think that we are ever cured of this, it just gets to a stage where you try much harder to ignore that horrible little voice in ...

i throw up a lot. generally, it makes me feel better. i dont have a poor self image, i dont think... im a comfortable 5'8", ~150 lbs. curvy, but certianly not overweight.

my question is, should i worry about this being bullemic? ive tried to talk to my mom about it, and she'll say something like,"that's just the way your body deals with things," but i've had weeks where every day when i walk home ...