News of Borderline Personality Disorder Forum

**post removed by mod due to triggering content**

this thread is now locked.

ok, i am a freak. and surely for that fact alone i should just die! i was gonna write this whole big description of the reasons i feel this but i just cannot be bothered. i dont need to explain to myself coz i already know. im sick of trying to convince myself i should be here. it does not work, the feeling always comes back, and it is for those feelings why i should ...

did you understand yourself better after a dx
did you wish you never knew your dx
in what way does your dx "fit"
do you look at yourself difrend after your dx
you thnik i would be better to just summen up your triads rather than name it? (like new dsm)

literally about 5 minutes ago i found these forums, read a few threads, and then signed up. i've not been diagnosed with borderline personality disorder but i feel like i relate mostly to it. currently i am diagnosed with ADD, dissociation, depression, agoraphobia, general anxiety and panic disorder. i also have been an avid self harmer for about 4 years.
lately i've been feeling as if i'm going completely insane. it feels like i'm living ...

1) I just found out that my Ex I've been working very hard to get over the past few months (when I wasn't stalking him online, that is) may be at a concert I'm going to on Tuesday and
2) the Ex is MOVING OUT OF TOWN WITH HIS NEW GF in six weeks. WTF????????????

If I run into him on Tuesday for the first time since we were lovers (because he never had the ...

Hi all,
I have a BPD friend and I wanted to share some thoughts and hopefully you will share some of your insights about this with me.

I had not seen my friend since high school and had no clue about BPD back then. We hooked up again and I knew immediately that something was very off. I had never had any experience with BPD before in my life.....so I think part of me was ...

I have been holding back on posting this for a while because it makes me seem like a horrible person. I really just need to see if anyone understands this.

I am not sure why - I actually haven't gotten any clues (digging through my files of memory), but I dislike and sometimes hate women and girls.

I have one female friend, but other than that, I have kept women on a short leash. Girls ...

I will try and make this short. There is something seriously wrong with me and has been since I was about 7 (in my 30's now) I know no one is a professional on here but you may be able to point me in the right direction.

I get attached to people to the point of obsession my first being when I was about 7 and I need them to like and care for me ...

Basically, I've been scrambling around trying to get support from my family. Some are very well off, my grandpa owning multiple stocks in oil worth in the millions, and yet I'm getting no help. I've spent all my money on better food, clothes, gym membership, etc. to get better but I'm needing more because I can't do it alone. I'm furious that my uncle told me not to blame my dad for contributing to developing ...

I have several one-sided friendships where the other person only comes to me when they need me and when I want to be with them they are too busy or flat out rejecting. I'm tired of pretending these are healthy friendships and was wondering if it boosts the self esteem to cut these people out of your life, and how should I go about it- explain to them why, give them a message, or just ...