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Thank you guys for being nice to me and helping me with my issues on this forum. I also want to apologize for some of the instances of vilification and devaluation when I wasn’t getting responses right away. How is everyone today?

Hi im looking for some advice please i have bpd and im struggling alot i have been with my partner for 10 years and 6 weeks ago we had a arguement and i packed his bags and he went down to his new house i regretted it and tried to get him back he said no a break will do us good it was always on his terms when he would phone or come up ...

If someone does something bad to me, I see him or her as a bad person. I started seeing everyone as bad because nobody is a saint.

I wanted to be either a saint or a sociopath. It didn't matter which, as long as I was polarized. I wanted to either own a company and selflessly benefit the world, or be completely selfish.

I wanted to either be submissive or dominant in sexual fantasies. And ...

Please, no judgement. I already know i'm messed up.

In 2018 I was pregnant and had my son in August 2018. (This is important to understand my anger). Anyways, SIL (sister in law) and I have always had a rocky relationship. 100% my doing, I was/am jealous of her. She has a perfect house, two kids, a perfect job and a perfect marriage. I hate her for it. I played nice and had her on ...

I don’t deserve to live. I want to die everyday because I’m such a horrible person. I push everyone away on purpose because I’m just so sick of being disappointed and feeling abandoned. I say and do horrible things on purpose because I want to punish everyone around me for hurting me, but then I feel bad and then I want to kill myself. I’m such a terrible person, I just want to take a ...

I feel like I have to fart really bad. Also I feel like a chicken nugget. I feel good and delicious but I’m actually bad for you. I wanna poop. Ok bye

I am having so much ######6 difficulty over my current financial situation. It doesn’t help the fact that my boss is a stupid bitch and took away my hours due to perceived mistakes... but how the ###$ can I be totally on top of everything when she forces me to close the store by myself every shift. I am hard enough on myself as it is especially when it comes to wanting to be perfect ...

I made a close friend on here unfortunately he thinks I’m dead as I went awol for personal reasons since back in contact with the world everything of his is disconnected however he uses this forum but changes his name regularly so obviously can’t put your name on here but I had many friends on this forum so anyone who recognizes my username pm me please.

So, I haven't been sleeping well recently. Naturally that resulted in me plowing through £15000 on online slot games. Money was the one thing I was on top of and now it's just all gone. At least I'm not responsible for managing the savings I've built up anymore, right?

This is the second time I've even mentioned that I have a gambling problem. I had to tell my ex today because he's the only person ...

Hey I'm just gonna get to the point.

I know most borderline people are naturally charismatic and can find friends or lovers fast, even tend to overshare fast... But I'm the opposite of this. I'm acting so closed off most people won't approach me. I'll be avoiding eye contact, crossing my arms, generally trying not to exist and pretending like I don't see you and just giving off some kind of vibe of not wanting ...