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Yesterday I had a good, but intense day. Then felt euphoric, sort of. Since then my head has been racing with images and I've been drawing in this quite frenzied way. Keep getting images scrolling through my head, including one, disturbingly, of my parents as skeletons. I think that's to do with fear of them dying or not being the all-powerful Gods I have always made them out to be.

I ...

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Hi...um, I'm B. I seriously doubt anyone will read this the whole way through but maybe it will make me feel a little better.

I am a bit wary of talking about my BPD online.

I'm 19, and have been married coming up on 2 years later this month. I have a child and am pregnant with our second. I self medicated with marijuana for the longest time, but at this time it is not ...

In a time where the sun descends alone
I ran a long long way from home
To find a heart that's made of stone

I will try, I just need a little time
To get your face right out of my mind
To see the world through different eyes

Every time I see you oh I try to hide away
But when we meet it seems I can't let go
Every time you leave the ...

Very first off, please know that I am in my borderline brain pretty deep right now. I am sorry that I am trying to connect with others while inn this state. That said, I will get on with it.

I have to break in a new therapist on Wednesday. She will be my 5th one in a year. Only 2 of the previous therapists stopped working with me and it was I who fired them..... ...

Hello,
I have just come from a therapy appointment for my 16 year old daughter. Today her therapist told us that Madison (my daughter) "looks like she has BPD". I nearly bit through my tongue so I would not sing the "told ya so" song nor the dance that goes along with it. I still have not done either, however, I really, really want to! I have to admit, though, that I did call Madison's ...

Hello!!

I am new also. In fact, this is my first post here! I haven't been formally diagnosed yet, but I am 100% positive I have BPD. My therapist agrees. But we haven't officially diagnosed it.

So let's be friends! I could use some. :)

-Abby

Hi, you may remember me, I posted here a while back.

I've had a very crisis-ridden few months, and after several hospitalizations within that timespan, have been dx'd with BPD. Since then, I've been trying. Research, therapy, rehab, learning coping skills, anything I could try, I've been trying, but it seems like my friends and family just keep throwing up obstacles. At this point I am so stressed that I have no idea who's helping ...

I always criticize my friend and express my feelings in a harsh way, and completely explode my emotions all on her, constantly using complex metaphors. I always doubt our friendship, and whether she really wants to be my friend, or is she pretends to be in vain of my overreactions and jealousy. She then tells me she doesn't want to be my friend because I'm crazy beyond a mental disease (BPD). Am I, or is ...

Hello everyone,
After a lot of struggle and conversations with my boyfriend we've come to conclusion that I might have BPD, I'm gonna set an appointment with a doctor and see what the diagnose is, though a few online tests said that I might have it. I feel very lost because my boyfriend is already burnt out with all the things we've gone through and only now I'm starting to see the kind of problem ...