Friday 27 January
48 days sober
RR 98%

God,
Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change.
The courage to change the things I can.
And the wisdom to know the difference.
Thy will, not mine be done.
Amen.
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Remember for today: Keep repeating “God’s will” in your mind – all the time!

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So yesterday afternoon/evening I was feeeling a bit triggered. Got to a meeting after work though and it helped me massively – I ended up being filled with joy in the evening. Still very wary which is why I am going to say my RR is still only 98%, but I’ve realised that even when I feel it’s 100% I still need to always be wary because I am always going to be powerless over this. That’s why I will always need to go to 12 step meetings – it’s an “as you go”/day by day solution.