Friday 30 December
20 days sober
RR 100%
God,
Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
The courage to change the things I can.
And the wisdom to know the difference.
Amen
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Lord, make me an instrument of thy peace!
That where there is hatred, I may bring love.
That where there is wrong, I may bring the spirit of forgiveness.
That where there is discord, I may bring harmony.
That where there is error, I may bring truth.
That where there is doubt, I may bring faith.
That where there is despair, I may bring hope.
That where there are shadows, I may bring light.
That where there is sadness, I may bring joy.
Lord, grant that I may seek to comfort, rather than to be comforted.
Seek to understand, rather than be understood.
Seek to love, rather than to be loved.
For it is by self-forgetting that one finds.
It is by forgiving that one is forgiven.
It is by dying that one awakens to Eternal Life.
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Waking up this morning I felt spiritually blocked up. A lot of thoughts running through my head and feelings of fear and then found something in the house which could cause me to feel anger/resentment. Just want to get stuck into the day now really and keep busy with right action. Got some socialising with friends lined up and a 12 step meeting so those 2 things should both help me get out of my own head.