I hate everything about myself. The way I look... I can't even look in a mirror without feeling so gross and just like I want to throw up. I literally get disgusted. My school, the kids at my school are such ignorant little jerks. For example, on the bus ride home the other day, some of the 10th graders yelled, "hey fattie, you're so nasty, go loose 100 pounds then maybe you'll get a date" ...