I'm not shure if I've met the right forum.
Maybe I better would have chosen the domestic violence forum (.. family and friends / ... grief and loss forum) or another place.
Since I was in schizophrenic or psychotic treatment for years, and with respect to its relevance and some characteristics in respect to psychiatry, I try it here.
During my last inpatient stay in a psychiatric clinic, I started to hear voices out from nowhere
- which I was able to record later fortunately (!). I add this at this point in order to avoid discussions about their reality I am used to hear with topics like this and for the readers who cannot hear the noise (which is falling more silent during recordings after some trials)
Since COVID-19 Virus was breaking out during my stay, I tried to attribute the voices to the state of emergency in a certain way, beneath other explanations (family / mother died, guardianship authorities, ... reactions to spirituality and social changes etc.).
Unfortunately the voices and other noise are still here, louder than ever meanwhile, discussing, interrogating, disturbing (assauling energetically etc.), vibrating, insulting and much more. The hospitalization was the end of period starting with a forced treatment time and due to changes in psychotherapy laws in my country, I did loose continuous contact with psychiatrists.
How to explain, counter or finish the accoustic attack?
Authorities (police) are completely ignoring it until today and any court is far away for the next time at least. My - new - therapist shows, at least, unimpressed.
My - new - environment (living situation, in an institution before) on the other hand is lacking any understanding for the relevance of psychiatric issues, while I am glad not to have to meet any psychiatrist currently.