Let's just assume, hypothetically, for the sake of conversation, that God exists. Why did God make me/allow me to become a pedophile? Why would he allow something so cruel? People get cancer, earthquakes and wars kill thousands, millions starve and die of disease - but they receive sympathy for their suffering, even if it's often not enough - nobody hates them for their misfortune.
Yet we are cursed to a life a celibacy, of loneliness, ...