News of Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD) Forum

Hello, i really hope you can help me...
I am a teen and think i may be suffering from HOCD ever since I was really small I have had crushes on boys up until recently.
I think my HOCD started a couple of years ago when I was watching a 'coming out video' in a PSHE class.
Since then I was scared and 'am I gay?' thoughts popped into my head. I kept pushing then ...

1 yrs ago i came from school i was really tired and I decided masturbation. in front of me was a mirror and i was lazy af to change the place so i masturbated in front of mirror. After that i started overthinking about being gay or like something few days after I just woke up and I wasn't attracted to women anymore, I'm not attracted to men either but ye. From an early age ...

When I imagine, like really vividly picture what it would be like to be with a woman it doesn't feel bad at all. Yes, it scares me and I feel depressed. But I can't say that there is a feeling or resistance deep down that knows it isn't me. It does feel good, is the thing....

I still can't imagine walking hand in hand with a woman down the street, but the physical stuff feels ...

I have a weird issue I would like your opinion. I really freak out when a movie comes on and there is a scene that shows a naked girl.. especially in front of my boyfriend. There was a movie called Broken Flowers that had a completely naked girl walking across the room. Full frontal shot. My heart immediately dropped. My heart started to race. I have to check every movie first for nudity before I ...

Hey everyone, I'll try to make this short.

I'm a 19 y.o. young man with a history of OCD, especially POCD. But currently necrophilia and somnophilia are some of the things I'm worrying about. And because it may have something to do with OCD and I don't know where else to post this, I'll just post it here if that's okay.

Now let's directly move on to Somnophilia:
When I watch Somnophilia porn I guess ...

Is there anyone else here dealing with constantly doubting your relationship? It would be helpful to know I'm not alone in this one.

I live with my bf of 2 and a half years and lately I've been hit hard with hocd/denial and also analyzing if I still have feelings for him. I look at him and feel completely empty. Those loving good feelings I had seem to not be there and I don't know ...

Hello, i really hope you can help me...
I am a young girl years old and think i may be suffering from HOCD ever since I was really small I have had crushes on boys up until recently.
I think my HOCD started a couple of years ago when I was watching a 'coming out video' in a PSHE class.
Since then I was scared and 'am I gay?' thoughts popped into my head. I ...

Does anyone else obsessively repeat random words or phrases to themselves over and over? I seem to do this to avoid getting intrusive thoughts, or at least the word repetition seems to keep intrusive thoughts away.

For example, I repeated the phrase "Reservoir Dogs" (despite never seeing that movie :lol: ) to myself the other day to avoid overthinking and I just thought it was strange and ...

Hey everyone,

I'm 25 years old and I've had anxiety/OCD problems for at least 15 years now. I wanted to tell my story, explain the symptoms I've been having and hopefully receive some feedback. I've read around the forum a bit, and it seems like my symptoms are more physical than most people's, and I have something similar to tics, although I'm not sure if that's really what it is. This is my first time ...

Hi all, I am really struggling with the fact that I used to get images/thoughts of family members when I was younger when I was masturbating. I feel now as if I am some sort of monster because of this, even going to lengths such as believing that I shouldn't be allowed to be alive and that I will never have a normal relationship with my mom (we have a normal relationship, these thoughts honestly ...