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So I found out this week that I am pregnant.

It happened because when I was having sex with my new boyfriend the condom broke.

I have taken 5 tests two came out negative and the other 3 positive.

The reason I am not on birth control is because it messes with your hormones. Which mine are already off. Too add to that would make me insane. My mother has a friend whos daughter is ...

The friends I loved so much and lost before joining this site are bothering me again. One of the girls called me up last night trying rather baddly to pretend to be a different girl. I'm pretty sure it was being recorded and multiple silent people were on the line. What are we like, in middle school guys? Ug. Despite everything I miss them and the whole ugly situation weighs heavily on my heart. It's ...

I can appear like a very confident and even narcissistic person some of the time. Beneath that are very deep seeded insecurities which are getting worse each day. I already know my personality is not the best so I rely on my looks and fashion sense.

The above quote is from the thread...

http://www.psychforums.com/borderline-personality/topic73967.html

I don't post much in the BPD forum, but as a male DX HPD, I spend the majority of my ...

I feel as though we're quite a family on this forum. I'd like to know everyone, and how they are doing, what they like, who they are (probably not a good question for a borderline :P ). Also their diagnosis, their struggles. I was thinking we could all help each other in a way... We all seem to experience similiar issues..

I'm shy about going first... ...

With friends (don't even get me started on relationships... I'm scared of being on them for this same reason), I'm very protective because I love them, but I often forget they're human being with flaws and B&W thinking happens.
They do something (not to me) in their lives, a mistake, I get disappointed in them and I start to see them differently and, in a attempt to avoid getting more hurt and disappointed in them ...

Things that make me feel safe:

A warm blanket
Hot chocolate
Hot Tea
Sleep
Sitting on top of a heating vent
Reading
The smell of incense
My cat
A kind word from my husband


As far as Maslow goes, I no longer concern myself with thoughts of self-actualization, although I spent many years in search of that. At present I can't even begin to think about growing as a human being. All I care about ...

I'm here because I've been depressed for this whole week. This place is the only thing that has put a smile on my face. I don't know why. I feel worse than I ever have in my entire life. Too many things make such horrible sense to me.

I've realized that I don't have a passion for anything in life. I've been successful at things, for sure, but it's never because it was something I ...

So you can draw Hitler mustaches and sh1t on your flatmates while they're sleeping.

Is there a reason my mother can't listen to ANY boundary I request? :evil: I need out of this house. I hate living here. I can't stand this place :evil: Parents aren't supposed to manipulate their children into spending time with them are they? Does it really take 30 times and me screaming ...

Does anyone's life almost revolve around the love and obsession of one person ? I don't mean following their footsteps and hiding behind newspapers on park benches but loving them, empty and depressed without them, just revolving your life and thoughts around them and nothing can take it away. It's hard to move on, to grow and meet other people I used to be more that way just find someone else to take their place ...