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Recently, I got to thinking back on my mothers --who, like me, suffered from BPD-- shameless flatulence, especially following her and my fathers divorce, and I began to wonder if somehow our household being enriched by the ever delightful tones of colon expulsions had to do with her BPD. She conducted herself with magnificent class and grace outside the home; however, inside the home her conduction took on a whole new meaning and the florid ...

This week has been very rough. I've had a few traumatic things happen. I was mildly upset but pretty much emotionless which is bizarre. Being emotionless scares me more than being emotional. My mother is an emotionless person and probably doesn't care about anything at all.. truly. Am I turning into that? Please god no..! I just had a mini meltdown. It was 10 mins long of crying and freaking out. Then it came to ...

What do people think about Borderline Personality Disorder in a spiritual/religious sense? What has really happened to us?

Someone once told me that my spirit was partially separated from my body, and that's why I had such problems in life. I'm not sure if I believe that or not, but it made me think. Is BPD just the manifestation of some kind of spiritual problem?

I´ve now read about at least a handfull of people who, while looking for the cause of some of their personal problems, found themselves being unsure about whether it might be AS or BPD. How comes? In which way are they related? Or, if they´re not, what could lead people to think they are? What makes the two look similiar? Where are differences? I always thought of them as the opposites on a scale. I´m ...

I know this is very personal but I'd really appreciate your opinions...
Do any of you worry about relationships and love? How would your partner deal with you having BPD?
I don't wish to worry anyone.
My doctors told me that people with BPD have trouble finding... and keeping love/friendship
This worries me and I feel like I will never find anyone that loves me for who I am.
I have no friends and I'm ...

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Is it possible that I'm so consumed with what is going on with my head that I don't pay attention to what is happening to me physically?

I just mean that, I have NOT been taking care of myself at all. I'm so insightful and self-aware when it comes to every thing except my actual human body.
I don't know what to do with it! My mind and soul is too much a part of ...

Does anyone else ever hate the season of their birthday, Christmas or New Years ? Just this time of year maybe if i was surrounded by love i would appreciate it more but after hard falls i prefer to skip through it the thought of my birthday this weekend is making me very anxious and depressed which sounds so selfish its making me really snappy and want to hide away. The whole end of the ...

I just wanted you all to know how wonderful you are, and how much support this forum gives me. I love you, so very much.

Last night I had probably the worst, well I have started calling them "fits", I have had this year. Those serious swings of negative emotions that sweep over you.

I just need to talk about it, get it out because I am still suffering from the tail end, and I need to get it out.

I got triggered, and I was struggling to keep cool. I did the dishes, I cleaned the bathroom trying to ...