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I'm not down all the time, but i have periods where i feel like i'm at 'rock bottom' and can't see a way out. i'm in one of those right now. i've finished school and my exams for the summer and will be going to uni in september but i don't know how i'm going to survive the summer. everyone's out having fun and that's exactly what i want to be doing but if you ...

please give me your praise.

heal the wounds I brought onto myself.

please give me your love.

I'll simply die without your love.

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I am so perfect and beautiful in every single way.

my body, my mind, my soul - perfect

remind me of my self-perfection oh will you please?

I'll simply die without your love.

While I was suffering from my first debilitating symptoms of bipolar disorder, before I had sought professional help, I tended to interpret symptoms in a quasi-spiritual way. For example, the delusions of reference I had I would often interpret as enlightened (in whatever way you'd like to use the word) individuals marking me out among themselves as a benighted person, an unworthy soul. I wonder who else on these forums has done this or similar ...

forever and always.

thanks.

(but be less critical, be a good audience, k?)

Hello everyone, I just joined this forum. I'm not sure if I posted this in the right section, but I'm guessing its nearly right.
I'm going to ask a question which I KNOW hundreds of little trolls have asked. :shock: Am I schizoid? :? (I came across that term while researching on personality disorder and thought, "wow! that's me.") ...

I dunno if this forum is still active, but if anyone is ready to listen, I think I'm finally ready to talk about it. I just...I just started having flashbacks tonight, and was tearing up. I was looking into places I usually close off from myself.

So anyway, if anyone here is ready to listen, I finally want to figure things out....

Sorry. triggered. sorry.

won't happen again.

I apologise for this being as long as it is.

I do not like discussing my problems and up till now, have only confided in my girlfriend. In doing so, and through the course of our developing relationship, I have increasingly realised the severity of my difficulties. Unfortunately, a therapist is not feasible due to financial constraints, the likelihood I shall have to move and travel frequently in the near future, and for other reasons ...

I know, I know. I just posted a thing not even five minutes ago, but while I was scanning through the site, something hit me like a pile of bricks...

DID is caused by the cliche reoccurring abuse, but every time I see the word "abuse" I think hiding bruises under long sleeve shirts, and fearing for your life on a daily bases. Well, I've never been put in that bad of a situation...

*POSSIBLE ...

Okay, question for those AsPDers who have had sex:


I've heard tons of stuff about sex, how it's so great, yada yada yada, but everyone I've heard it from is a non. One thing I've heard them mention is the "emotional attachment" and how you feel like you're bonding to your partner and whatnot, but that seems like a problem as far as AsPD is concerned. So psychos, tell us, is it that great, or ...