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My friend is getting married in October. He just lost his father in December, so I feel too guilty to take actions that would result in me not being around for his wedding (he asked me to be his best man). We have been friends for 24 years. The past few years not so much. I rarely see him anymore.

He is one of two people I know. Literally, if I want to see a ...

I have Facebook, and sometimes I look through the pictures of my friends' pages and see them laughing with friends and family, going places and doing things and enjoying their lives. Their lives look so full and whole, and I'm reminded in those moments of how empty mine is. And I think - for a second - that maybe I could do that, you know? I could start and family and have "people." And I ...

These are the only emotions I can feel. They're dulled somewhat (at least the melancholy) but they're still there. It's crazy, I know, but when I'm feeling them I simultaneously want them to go away and I want them to stay so that I can experience something, and maybe hold on to an entire memory for once in my life. And the silliest stuff can make me feel guilty. Examples:

- when I hear someone ...

When i was little i knew i had the meanest mom. She spanked with belts for everything but i first noticed something might not be right when i was 10. She started controlling the way my sister raised her 3 girls..then she started accusing her of child neglect and constantly threatened to have them removed..she eventually harrassed my sister enough and told her that if she didnt sign over custody that the judge would put ...

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Hi.

I haven't slept for the whole night... T_T My alters kept me awake with their chatter. Why do alters have to be most active at 12am-4am!!?

Most of the alters sleep like babies for the whole night. They go to sleep around 10pm, children go to sleep around 7-8 pm. Those who don't want to sleep yet, keep company to me but they seem to fall asleep pretty soon.

And then there's the new ...

I’ve known about my boyfriend having DID since the third month into our relationship when a second personality was accidentally drawn out one night.

I apologize ahead of time for ranting and length, unfortunately once I start I have a hard time shutting up. =\

(For the explanation of what caused the split see here: dissociative-identity/topic67425.html)

Early December Johann and I were sitting in my living room talking – ...

I've been connecting more and more with Adam, an infant and the core, by thinking the word toy, and imagining especially the little stuffed animals we keep nearby (thanks to suggestions from others on this board). Our interactions have been extremely gentle. He's comforted by the soft toys tickling and he's been visiting more and more frequently. He's an apprehensive child who stays briefly and makes tiny coos.

Until recently, we only had the name ...

i hate the person i am, i hate being inside my head.. i don't know what to do, i'm too much of a coward for suicide and i don't have any drugs in the house

what to do?

-- Mon Jun 27, 2011 3:28 am --

god it's unbearable
it's like i'm seeing the chromatic scale of moods somehow they're all cycling superfast around me