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Hi guys and gals,
First of all, thanks for this space to vent my mind. I live in a new country and dont have a friend i could speak to or ask an opinion, so cheers...

So my story: i am 33 years old male, married with two wonderful babies, i love my wife and my life.
In the christmas party of my work i got relly drunk and by coincidence ended up having a ...

this is part 2

if find it hard to write now,unlike the first part. It changed my life now that i recall it. it looks pretty much like the life i have now.THe men who saw me that day were neighboor hood people. I remember after that epsidoe,must have been days or weeks later,*ONE OF THE 5 MEN*(named TURI) that "Caught me faking" was sitting at my moms bar-cafe.i used to hang out alot there. ...

Ill write this in two parts. this is 1.

I remembered a painful episode in my life that I had intentionally forgoten. I remember how black were those days. I might had been,dont know,7 or 8 years old. And enjoyed getting naked with a boy of my age.We were on top of a buliding-on-construction at that moment when some men saw us. They were dont in the building but on the Cafe across the street ...

Im not sure where to post this but um I dont really know who to ask or if its normal.. Ive been feeling l like i just zone out heaps from what im doing? and like i look back after like an hr and cant really remember what exactly i did.. like it feels like a blur kinda and sorta ..unreal? Ii know it sounds messed up but idk how else to describe it. Sometimtes ...

I ran into my ex with his new girlfriend last nite.

I didn't want to know, even though I suspected, that he would be bringing her home to his family & also spending the New Year with her.

I cannot handle what I'm feeling. I've never felt such pain.

Wanted to ask do you ever react to startling like a sudden loud sound or glass breaking? I don't react to it and wanted to ask other members.

You have the answer. You always had.

After a year of suffering from depersonalization I feel I need to tell others about my experience, as well as my thoughts of this topic. Things I am about to write may help, since I have discovered a lot of helpful techniques that helped me personally. Hopefully they will help others as well.

“If one does not know to which port one is sailing, no wind is favorable.” ...

I never really had names for my alters, it's obvious that i have many.
Some of them were created by past traumas, other where created just to fit in certain areas, or certain groups of people and i pretty much went crazy and noticed them all when i actually thought about how i was acting on certain times and my obvious up and down between the switches.

So i was curious on when did you ...

This is my first post and to begin, I'd like to say thank you to each and every one of you that seeks, that reaches out, that tries to to help. This society seems to be inclined to ignore, to push under the rug, these issues we all face, whether disordered or not. I've been actively searching through and reading many valuable posts on this site. I have learned a lot. I am grateful. Again, ...

My mom is a muncher and subjected me to her abuse for years. She's a master at manipulating others into seeing things her way, of hiding the truth, of avoiding responsibility, etc. I'm not going to go into all her faults or this is going to turn into a rant about everything I hate about her and it'll be too long of a post.

We've been mostly estranged for a few years. I can't deal ...