AHHH YEEEEE!

Lettin me post! So frickin happy! So The big gal desided to be the frickin chill and let us post! Any one else? Any one??

Do not be insane. Behave yourself.

Yeah Yeah. I got that big guy. I meant any one else have anything intresting to say? I mean come on! This is a bit thing! Its been over a year sense we were aloud to do stuff. Any stuff. Unless we were in the privacy of our own home, which sucked @ss by the by. Now we're out and about and not being denied or ignored! it feels frickin awesome. Am I right? So I'm not sure what to talk about really but I think I'm just glad to talk. ^_^ OH! I want a colour! No ones stoppin me so AH YEE!

Why would you even...? Never mind.

Awesome! Being able to do stuff is a great step... Even if it seems like kind of an obvious one.
Yep! Congrats on that.
(S)he is not acting insane. Cheer up a bit! Letting alters out is good. Try to be excited for them!
None of the rest of you wanted to post? If not, that's fine, but if they don't know, bring 'em here! It's a great place to talk about stuff like this

The black waz Ace. He'z on of the Executive Officers. And Oh my God! The otherz who arent in hiding know. Sieya iz really shy and only talkz to people who address her... Unless someone haz a problem and she can help.
She and Ace have both posted here before but they didnt tell any one it waz them. Gotta walk on glass and stuff....

I think I may reply as well, if for no other reason than to say Aubrey sucks and we need a new host.
-Alexandr The Great

Oh you're just a spoil sport. She'z only stressed out cuz you beat us all up and cuz you leave bruisez and cutz on the body like a jerk. Oh by the way, thanx for the reply! I want to talk to new people instead of just the people in the house!

Well, Sieya can join in if she decides she wants to and no problem! ^.^
Yeah, it can get sooooooooooo boooring talking to the same people all the time, right??

As for Alexander, he sounds like he is only causing trouble with his behavior, and that's probably something you should work on. However, I suppose I'll refrain from saying too much on the matter so as not to dominate the thread with it.

We dont mind at all! If you can talk some sense into him BE MY GUEST! He'z such a jerk! He even takes over with out Aubz knowing! He doez really stupid stuff and Steve iz just now trying to be the police man. Except the fact that he'z definately every onez big brother even if he only adopts them...

I don't really know what to say to any one... I know a lot about the family, but I don't know that any one really cares... ~Sieya~

Eww... Pink is weird. Hehehe. My colourz better!

Don't be stupid! Your color is almost pink Scruffy.
-Alexandr The Great

Don't be an @ss hole! So Introductions anyone? I'm Scruffy! you?

My name is Kitty, I'm Tetra, Mania, I am called Mendax, and I am known as Vilkai. Ooh look at all the colors Oh and I'm Chell Nice to meet you, Scruffy!

Okay, lets agree not to type like that again.... I think I have a headache from that

Indeed. Quite a waste of time as well.

I still don't want to turn this thread into one about 'self'-harm. We could create another thread, if you're comfortable with that, or you could pm us about it. We'd be glad to try and help.

Sieya, say whatever you want! You dont have to worry about it. I'm sure it'll be interesting!

Hi Scruffy! Hi Alexandr The Great! Hi Sieya! Great to see you all posting!

For self-harm stuff and alter conflict stuff, you could check out these threads maybe:

-- Angry protecter alts *TW* (discusses how to help angry alters express themselves) (possibly triggering):http://www.psychforums.com/dissociative-identity/topic97240.html

-- How to create boundaries: http://www.psychforums.com/dissociative-identity/topic98867.html

-- 13...not our lucky number (discusses how to help, communicate and reach out to destructive/violent/harmful/uncaring alters, and understanding their purpose) (possibly slightly triggering): http://www.psychforums.com/dissociative-identity/topic100050.html

-- Stopping Hurting Myself: http://www.psychforums.com/dissociative-identity/topic101170.html(Possibly triggering)

-- Having trouble with connecting (discusses alters having trouble "fitting in"/connecting with others in the system; Possibly Triggering): http://www.psychforums.com/dissociative-identity/topic102872.html

-- How to gain control? (discusses how to accept, communicate, share, and work with alters): http://www.psychforums.com/dissociative-identity/topic101946.html


I hope to reply more later when more are ready to say hello!


-Cassandra

OH MY GOD! Thank you guyz for replying! So I'm curious. What kinda stuff do you guyz do inside? Do you all have a job? I get to take care of the lit'lunz in the new school/safe house while the three executive officerz are doing boring school stuff. (Or when Steve or Alexandr get upset. Alexandr hurtz every one so they're afraid of him.) OH! Sicca wants to post, but she can't type on account of she'z a wolf, but Aubz taught her to talk a little so I think Ace or Steve will probably type for her like usual...

*Waggles tail happily* HIHIHIHIHIHIHIHI! I'm Sicca! I wanna talk about stuff! Are there any wolves or other animals around???
*Runs in circles chasing hind quarters in excitement*
Does anyone chase squirrels or intruders?

Awwww! Sicca'z so happy! Her english iz kinda basic though...

I swear. If that Mut licks my face again, so help me I will kick her across the room.
-Alexandr The Great

Don't be mean! She'z being good!

Alexandr, do not push things in public. You know the consequences.

*Lowers ears submisively to Alexandr and walks behind Steve* I wasn't gonna...

Steve- Alexandr don't touch her and there wont be a problem.

Guyz! Stop arguing and ask questionz and talk about intresting thingz! GOSH!

So I think a subject change is in order...

Yes, we have sort of 'jobs' as you say, but not in the sense you seem to. Ours are more generic if that makes sense. Like, Vilkai keeps everyone organized, I'm the main so I'm not inside often, and some of us are sort of "keepers" of certain areas inside (if that makes sense?)

Oh! We have an animal! He's a cat his name is Schrödinger! He doesn't talk though. I believe there is a thread for animal alters, if you'd like to check that out, too: http://www.psychforums.com/dissociative-identity/topic106167.html?

Hi, Sicca! As Chell said, Schrödinger doesn't speak, but he seems kind of curious right now. Maybe he'll come out later

*Ears pick up at the mention of Schrodinger. Headtilt. Tail wags excitedly* HI SCHRODINGER! You don't have to talk but I still wanna meet you!

This was a conversation Between Ace, Myself, Aubrey, And very briefly Alexandr... It may shed a bit of light on how all this works inside our home world. Oddly enough Aubrey doesn't know much at all about it... There are alot in hiding that we can't find but they'll find there way eventually... I colour coded it for ease of read. Alexandr is blue. Ace is Purple. Any thoughts?

Would you kindly listen to what I have to say?
Maybe if I believed you were real…
Why am I any less real than you?
I was here first.
No you were not.
Well then who, pray tell, was?
There was no one “Here” first. We were all here from the beginning.
Um….. What?
We were all here from the start.
So refrase it. Yeah. I totally get it now…
Do not act like Steve.
What?
You know what I am talking about. Do not be dence. You have renamed him in your stories several times.
B-b-b-b-b-ut…. That was my character…
No that was not., and I believe you know it.
Do I? If I believed I would I deny it?
Yes. You are denying it right now.
Am I?
You are. And doing a very good job of continueing to be Dense.
Please stop argueing guys…
I am mearly trying to make her see reason.
Well arguing with her, especially while she’s destressed won’t do any good…
I know.
Then why did you try?
I figured if at first you do not succed, try and try again.
That works in theoy…
Yes. Though not always in practice.
Aubrey, Are you still there?
Um…
Yes?
Who even typed that?
Ace.
Oh… Why am I completely blank…?
You’re moving very far away…
I can’t help it.
Yes you can, hold on to us.
I don’t know how…
Feel Sieya’s emotion…
I don’t know how to do that…
You and Sieya are both empathic in regards to feeling the others’ emotions.
Am I?
Yeah…
Yes.
Oh… Kool?
It can be. It can also be pretty helpful.
Or hurtful. When she starts to believe they are her own emotions.
It could be, yes, until you get used to telling them apart. There are many nuances to the way the voices and emotions feel and sound.
Oh… Well how do I know who’s who so I can start telling them apart and learning…?
I can tell you, but you’ll actually have to listen.
*Blushes* But I don’t know how to tell if even yours aren’t mine…
That’s where the trust comes in… I’m here to keep all the emotional baggage under control with every one. That includes you. You’ll just have to trust me as many of the others have come to. I have a lot of self control and I know how to use it. I also know how to help others get rid of theirs. I can even sometimes tae it from them if they let me.
Doesn’t that mean you have to deal with it?
Yes… That’s where the emotional ontrole comes in. But I can’t take the baggage if It’s origins are trauma or memory related. All I can do then Is try to help them get over it. Trust me. I have been doing all this for more years than you can remember. I just got really good at it a few years ago, but with all the Chaos Steve and Alexandr and even you, though unintintionally, have been causing the last six months I can’t seem to keep up. I need your help. But to help you’ll have to trust me to do my job…
I’ll try…
That’s all any one can ask for…
I always though you guys were imaginary friends…
Well that’s what has kept you (Relitively) sane.
Alexandr Go away. You are not in this conversation. Stay out of my sentences and don’t interrupt.
Sheesh. Fine! I’ll be back though!
…
Sieya, can you deal with him on your own?
Yeah, but I think he’ll behave. He has been behaving more than usual lately.
That is good to hear. I do not se him often anymore. I believed that may be a good thing.
It mean he’s causing less trouble in the house.

Executive Officer conversation.... I can't believe you butted into that! OH MY GOD! Maybe Aubrey will start to remember the other conversations She has with us now!