I am not in his control any longer and he knows it. I am not going to lose my control? Saving and showing me photos of people purposely having their skin removed left me shaking. Why SAVE for ME what he knows will freak me out? It just sends me back 40 years that is all. I do not understand why he would want traumatized. It will not bring me closer, will not bring me back. That was the sickest $#%^ I have ever seen on the internet. It makes me shake inside and I hate that. I really want to peel those images right out of my head. I must let it go..so much for sleep

that sounds really f#$ up

he is unfit for a body