I have been trying to get communication going for years with my son-our son. Tracy and Zack did not bond while he was here for 6 months. he returned to MI when his son was born-he left me for his son. He is not *with* the mother but lives with her family for 10 years now.
The only place I see my sons photos is on facebook. I try to say nice things and ask him to call and he says he will but never keeps his word.
Dec 6th was the 10 year anniversary of his plane leaving and me not seeing my son again. I have been outright begging him for a simple phone call. It has not worked. While there he hooked up and made another baby with another lady. he has zero to do with this child-not until the mother dies he says. He ignored me for 6 months when I brought up his daughter.
All my begging did not work. So I sent him a photo of his daughter and he ended our relationship. he has a 10 year old son he dont even send me photos of. he is as detached as his father is.

And now says he is nothing but a ghost and I am dead to him.
All I wanted was to show him how much I have changed over the last 10 years and that I am a more worthy human, mother and grandmother.

when I started this post I was hysterical. now all feeling is shut off and I feel nothing