I go out of my way to be positive and kind to my husband especially when he first wakes. Perhaps he thinks he does the same for me. When the first looks are mean and angry and the first words are spit and spite I do not feel the same regard is taken for each others mental wellness- or simply being ######6 kind. It has been taking about 5 minutes after I get up to feel like I have failed him already. There is no doing it RIGHT. There is only the holes he picks at my incompleteness to his standard. He won't tell me how he feels but he can post thousands of posts here. He told her how he feels-he was always kind to her. I am not good enough to be nice to? How have I failed before I have even got up the stairs. WHY DOES EVERYONE ELSE GET TO KNOW HOW HE FEELS ON THIS SITE BUT I DO NOT? I GET REACTIONS AND MEAN LOOKS AND MUMBLES.
I see the dates on the DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE HERE? I see her answer. I see all their posts and I have seen the emails. Its not about sex-or her quoting him about bullys and saying she should buy a sex toy cause thats a bully too. Why did she have to quote him and add she should go buy a sex toy? Why was SO MUCH MORE NEEDS TO BE SAID THAT CANT BE SAID IN PMS AND EMAILS-WHY CHAT?? WHY DID THEY HAVE TO CHAT? WHY DID I GET SHOVED OUT OF HIS EMOTIONAL LIFE WHEN SHE CAME IN??
WHY AM I HAVING ISSUES TRUSTING??HMMMMMM
I know about INCOGNITO on Chrome.